Am I becoming a necrophile?I don't like guro that much (but I like ryona) but the concept of young dead women with vacant faces and pale skin is arousingI also seem to have found out I enjoy asphyxiating women too, I like seeing them struggle and lose the color from their face as they struggle, and then fucking the body afterward.and the power aspect to it (having ultimate control over a girl) is very arousing too. Being able to have my way with her in any way i want as a personal onahole is great but most women would just fight back. a corpse can't.I only found this out in the past couple of weeks, I used to be unsettled by corpses so idk what's changing.Is this normal? do I need to seek help? is this just nothing? I'm worried and confused.Sorry my explanation is not good, I am bad with words.
>>33799750Age?
>>33799750Yes. Please quit porn.
>>33799750It is not normal. Probably isn't a good thing either, since necrophilia is a crime most places. Just try to find a really pale gf who likes playing dead, I guess, maybe try fetlife
>>33799750You sound ugly and young
>>33799750Seems like you can do the same by date-raping girls.
>>33799750You want them to struggle or you want them to be a corpse and not fight back? ContradictoryAlso what manga is that I've seen a panel of it b4
>>33800639>You want them to struggle or you want them to be a corpse and not fight back? ContradictoryI probably worded it poorly and i'm still trying to articulate my thoughts and feelings about it.But I like the thought of seeing them gasp and struggle as they turn purple and die, i don't want them fighting back and attacking *me* specifically, idk how to describe it i just want them to flail around helplesslyand then when the deed is done I can play around freely with the body>Also what manga is that I've seen a panel of it b4Soremachi
>>33799750Idk what advice to give youGet a job at the morgue maybe
>>33799750>Is this normal? No.>do I need to seek help? Yes. >is this just nothing? No. Okay, you need to get a handle on this RIGHT FUCKING NOW or are you going to be in real trouble in a few years time. If you keep jerking it to that type of porn, it will become an obsession, and eventually you will be tempted to act on it. Stop now, and find something else to jerk it to. This is how serial killers get started.
It's possible. It could be quite different in real life though, it's hard to know for sure. You can try restricting the content especially if you are young, but if it doesn't help you should find safe ways to talk about these thoughts or deal with them. You are not bound to be a bad person just because of your thoughts, you just need to find a way to deal with them without hurting anyone.
>>33799750you're just larping because you watched ed gein on netflix faggot
>>33803598if its a larp its certainly a more unique larp than the rest of adv
>>33800814thisanon you need help if this is real because these fantasies of yours sound psychotic
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>>33799857>Age?19, sorry for responding so lateI think it might be related to the fact I had unrestricted internet access as a kid, I used to frequently browse best gore LiveLeak and sites like Gorecenter and DocumentingReality for years.>>33800740>get a job at a morgueWouldn't you need to go to med school for that? Not sure, plus idk if that would stop it entirely or just make it worse.>>33800065>Just try to find a really pale gf who likes playing dead, I guessThat might be the second best option but not only am I absolutely terrible with women that would also be an extremely niche fetish too so, I doubt there'd be anyone i could find who would be willing to do that anywhere in my local area.>fetlifeWhat's that? from a quick google search seems to be a fetish version of Tinder?
>>33808710Finally good fucking lord but now it won't let me delete the duplicate
>>33803598If you're not going to give advice then why post ITT>>33800814I've been trying to quit for a while, all the methods I try I've just relapsed on. do you have any reccs?
