19 yr old, weird shit keeps happening to me. I’m sort of panicking right now so forgive how shit this post is. It started with this stuffed bear I have, a graduation gift, I usually just kept it on the floor and ignored it. Then it started fucking talking to me. I locked it in my dresser when it started talking about killing me and currently it’s locked in my closet until I figure out what the fuck to do. I thought a killer teddy was my only problem, but just right now I was making some ramen and as I cut the veggies I got this almost divine calling to cut my finger off with the knife. It was so bad I had to sit down and scream no to myself for a while, luckily no one was home to see me spazz out.I’m genuinely freaking out, why does this shit keep on happening? I don’t do drugs, I’m not currently on any meds, I don’t even drink. I haven’t been watching anything weird like TikTok either.
>>33806728Here's my advice, anon:As a 20yo Zoomer I try to think about positive things. The Boiled One and EATEOT scare me but I try to think about my waifu Miku and my plushies that I sleep with protecting me.
>>33806734Thank you deeply, anon. I also try to focus on good things when this stuff happens, though sometimes it's hard to. I have plushies, but I feel I could have more.You said you have a waifu? I've heard waifus help to bring out the best in you and serve as almost a comfort for the soul, maybe I need one. I barely even know how it works though. I have a few characters that bring me deep comfort in almost a romantic sense, but I don't see them as real.
>>33806746If you have the money, get a daki and go to dakimakuri.com/CuddlyOctopus.com and pick out your favorite. It's pricy but it's helped me sleep a hell of a lot. Either that or get a weighted blanket. Other Recommendations:>Do NOT under any circumstances watch creepy shit, analog horror before bed. That shit kept me up for MONTHS.>Do NOT use YouTube or anything else 1 hour before bed. It's fun to brainrot and argue with normies online about pointless shit but it ain't worth it. >Don't consume any caffeine either. If you MUST have a Monster/Coffee drink it at noon or like 3:00 in the afternoon and let it process through your system. >DO NOT CONSOOM POLITIC SLOP. My dad couldn't sleep because of it. Hope this helps, anon. Please rest, the world's got to much bullshit going on for you or I to worry about. Sleep well, cowboy.
>>33806780Not sure if I'll find one of the characters I like, I mean, I only consoom incredibly obscure Youtube web serieses. Either way, I will check.I already avoid anything creepy before bed like the plague, though I do play Youtube videos to help me sleep, cause I genuinely cannot sleep with silence. I always start hearing things when I try. Is that ok? Background noise I meanI have caffeine, cause it's never done anything to me. Coffee only wakes me up cause it's hot water and I only drink Monster cause I like the taste. Sometimes I'll have one before bed and sleep like a baby. I don't know if it not doing anything matters? I think I have ADHD or smth and that's why it dosen't workPolitical slop is AWFUL, I genuinely hate it and it's ruined my sense of reality. I think I genuinely have an addiction to doomscrolling it though, especially more hardcore shit like Kiwifarms or the sharty. I just wanna be a bronynigger sonic autist but the right says that makes me a pedo :( You have encouraged me to make a genuine effort to stop however, anon. So thank a lot :)
>>33806728You have schizophrenia. Talk to a doctor.
>>33807290Can you get schizophrenia at 19? I always figured that’s a disease that only manifested at least mid twenties.
>>33807316>Can you get schizophrenia at 19?Oh yes.
>>33806728It would appear a demon is trying to kill you, the best thing to do is rebuke those thoughts by jesus Christ as the demon will be powerless before him and as the bible says "resist the devil and he shall flee"
>>33807361Huh, the more you know. I dunno, maybe I should look into it. I’m a diagnosed bipolar if that helps btw.
Okay schizophrenic
>>33807667lol. I guess that’s two people that think I’m schizo.It happened again, I was cutting veggies some more and the sort of voices came back. I started hyperventilating and wobbling.I think I’ll do a mix of the suggestions so far, keep away from scary stuff before bed, avoid politics like the plague, gain power from my waifu-not-waifus, and get fucking checked for schizophrenia.
>>33808388>and get fucking checked for schizophrenia.This should be number one on the list but yes, do all of those things. Symptoms can absolutely be managed and you can absolutely live a normal life its just going to take a bit of work with a psychiatrist and possibly trying a lot of different medication combos until you find something that works.
>>33806728I think this happened to me throughout 9-10th, I was barking at dogs, seeing corpses littering the road and shit.After I told my brain "I don't think this is bettering our chance of survival" enough times it went away
>>33806728Cut a hole in the teddy bear's ass and rape it till the bad thoughts go away. You've lost ground submitting to this and now you need to go on the attack.Or become religious. Christianity is cool.
>>33807453>I’m a diagnosed bipolar if that helps btw.Oh, now you tell us. Well, it could possibly be mania, then - that can tip over into psychosis.
>>33808775I don’t know, cause I’m not experiencing any other symptoms of mania I usually experience. It’s just this. I feel more depressed if anything.>>33808737If only that worked for me for literally all of my problems. Told myself “I don’t think starving myself, obsessively checking political slop, cutting myself, and feeling invisible hands trying to molest me is good for my survival”. Never stopped, figured acking myself was the only way it could.
