so I've been attempting to re-integrate into society (i spent a long time avoiding any and everyone, even whilst working). and the one consistency i've noted is that nothing bothers me. some stuff do, but its usually if it'll affect me for the rest of my life. otherwise im just numb and cant feel things, it's just a case of 'meh, whatever' for me all the time. i observe other people. socialize with other people. i see them throw fits of rage over stuff that seem... trivial to me? how can i regain my ability to feel things the same way?
>>33808142You don't and you shouldn't want to either. Being untroubled by small shit is fairly common for survivors of childhood trauma. Psychologically, I think it's called having low neuroticism or smth. Anyway, it is a positive and beneficial trait. Continue to not go apeshit over minor inconveniences
>>33808142Cptsd is a meme. And convenient excuse to blame everything on your parents. It's one of the most digusting internet fad.
>>33808142>three days grace picrelI smell an attention-seeking foid
>>33809024>common for survivors of childhood traumaWas no one going to tell me this? I've been going around life feeling like I must have lost a piece of my humanity. I've been trying to reintegrate myself into society like OP and it really is crazy watching people go apeshit over what feels like tiny things. It causes a lot of issues trying to connect with others. You're telling me this is normal?
>>338100613dg is 13 year old white boy in 2007 halo 3 GMV fan edit musicfoids will never take this from us
>>33810127Survival of any trauma can cause this. Simply put, when you have been through some horrible shit, abuse, major illness ect, you learn not to be bothered by insignificant or small inconveniences or problems because you have survived so much worse. As long as your good with setting boundaries so you don't get walked all over by people simply because it doesn't bother you that they do your fine as you are.
>>33808142You should approach your mental health and personal development in a more holistic manner instead of nitpicking "symptoms". It's not a good approach to look at other people's unhealthy behavior and assume you should be obligated to imitate it. Get a therapist, talk to chatgpt, follow a comprehensive self-help system, don't just look at random people and and copy them.>>33809029You're the one that's disgusting. If someone is approaching their personal development in a way with you disagree with, there is no need to resort to shame and ad-hominem type ridicule. But on the other hand perhaps it's good because it big red flag that you are mean and ignorant and your point of view is harmful and counterproductive. Innocent misguidedness is not disgusting, willful ignorance and malice is disgusting.
>>33813414Literally all I see are zoomettes playing this now. They already have
