My boy walked the rainbow bridge two months ago. He was there for all my worst parts of my life when no one else was, and brought me back to a liveable and hopeful reality. I have a future thanks to him. Unfortunately for the last couple years work has caused me to not spend as much time as I wanted with him and I was away "FIFO 2 in 2 out" but life had just started to turn around. For him saving me, I always wanted to get a Monday to Friday job and have a huge yard for him. He left me before I could do that, but, I now have that option. Its the life I always wanted for us. I put him through so much of my own torment, is it fair for me to get that life and not him?
No man you did everything you could, that backyard looks comfy atRest In Peace to your buddy too
RIP good boy.I lost a few dogs too, it sucks dick, but a new pup will surely enjoy your yard soon.He's waiting for you now.
>>33808681cum tribute himit's what he would've wanted ;(
>>33808681"Get a life" is the reply to this. That garden could do with some plants, for example, which are living things that require attention. Or an aviary. Better still (that that dopey firepit) would be a barbeque to invite people to.
>>33808681beautiful dog and beautiful yardI don't have any advicecheers op
That's y I could never get a pet. Waking up one day to a dead animal just lying in your living room? Fuck that
>>33808681I feel this. I had a similar experience 2 years ago. My cat was my friend through my teenage years and saw me through some of the worst shit in my life. I finally got a stable job and a place to securely live and he died shortly after. I knew he was older, but I thought he still had a few years in him.If I'm honest, I still don't feel like I have much reason to go on. I do, but I don't know why. I cry a lot and just go through the motions. I find myself regretting all the time I spent trying to secure this life, since I can't even enjoy it now. I feel there is no future.When it first happened, I had read the pain lessens in a few months. This never happened to me. I became more able to control myself in public, and more able to notice when I'm starting to spiral into a fit and stop myself. That's it.I don't have advice, but I wish you some peace of mind. You are the only living archive of all the memories you shared, so that is worth preserving. Don't feel pressured to get another pet. People are surprisingly pushy about that when they see someone mourn an animal.
no advice but cute doggo, nice jeans
>>33808681IM ON THE RAINBOW BRIDGEEEEE
