I'm 21 and I'm about to graduate college, I've spent my teenage and early adult years having fun with my friends, and I've had sex. But I feel so much dread about the future. Why I live. Oh my God I don't know what to do? Can I do anything? I believe in God but I don't know what to do, how does this meaningfully apply to my life? I feel like I'm going insane. It feels like everything will soon fall apart and this will be over. When I was growing up I thought I'd be dead by 18 but here I am at 21, and I'll later turn 22. I want God to take me but I also don't want to go to hell and I kinda wanna do things with my life like write books or something.
>>33816907>bro thinks he's making it to heaven
Just die already, your time's up, make way for the next lot of morsels
Good news: God isn't real and the Bible is just a bunch of dumb fairy tales.
>>33816907God is real and he wants you to achieve true happiness by living according to his will, which is to love him and to love your neighbor. Be kind to those around you, always help when you can, and dedicate time through charity to helping the less fortunate. Also, go to church
>>33816929What experiences do you have with Christianity?>>33816940I've been to church before and I don't actually agree with any of them theologically - anyway yeah my main purpose is with life itself.
>>33816944The nice thing about living how God wants you to live is that there doesn't need to be a clear stopping point. You could die tomorrow or you could die in 70 years, be as kind as you can every day and really envision yourself as living a life for others
>>33816952But what does this have to do with my life itself?
>>33816907What do you even want me to say about what you posted, you didn't ask shit, you're just venting, say something meaningful and let's see if we can say anything about that. Because as of now, i'll just tell you to kill yourself
>>33816957You asked what to do with your life and I told you (live charitably and lovingly for others) and said you felt dread for the future
>>33816963Yes but this doesn't get at the essence of life.
