>Go through horrendous break up>Lose my mind and give up on everything>Experience failure after crushing failure in my career due to random chance/things completely out of my control>Become an alcoholic>Get high every single day, all day>Take benzos to fall asleep, abuse them>Abuse painkillers>Have major surgery>Become fat>Stop bathing and caring completelyAnd yet throughout all that I was able to (apathetically) go through the motions and fuck women left and right and had a string of girlfriends, whereas now:>Quit weed, benzos, alcohol and all narcotics cold turkey (it was absolute hell)>Lose 50lbs and am down to 13% bf>Discover dicipline in my career and am getting better each and every day>Learning foreign languages, latin>Almost no social media or aimless internet browsing>Skincare routine, new haircut (before I used to cut my hair myself)>Start dressing well again, get my clothes tailored to fit right>Exercise every day>No more junk food not even processed food>Clean and decorate my house with nice vintage furniture and lamps>Intermittent fasting, dream diary, journaling>Seeing a psychologistAnd yet now that I am possibly the most physically attractive and mentally sound I have ever been I cannot get a date to save my life.I feel like I have lost something, something crucial.Has anyone gone through something similar before?The obvious answer is that I have become more serious and that I used to attract people with my insouscience, but that feels like an incomplete analysis.I really don't know.
because nowadays you wouldn't even glance at the women you fucked as a fatso retard addict. You don't need female validation to become a better version of yourself, God gave you the ability to masturbate to nip those thoughts in the bud.Focus on your path, faggot moron, not dirty meat flaps
>>33818330Nah, I don't masturbate
>>33818330>because nowadays you wouldn't even glance at the women you fucked as a fatso retard addict.This is also inaccurate. These girls were cute and nice to be around.
>>33819880First of all, that's fucking gay>>33819916Second of all, I'm not that anon, but I believe you>>33818259Third of all, I have no fucking idea I'm a virgin basically even though I had a gf and we fucked constantly for 5 years I have 0 idea how to get girls IRL
>>33820127Well, thanks for the advice.
>>33820167No problem. I'm you expect I never got a girl from IRL to begin with. But I meet so many girls weekly and nothing happens, even though just like you I dress well and look good and great attitude
>>33820179Peculiar, isn't it? We might have a mutual blind spot, but who knows what that could be?
>>33820218The only thing left for me is the /fit/ pill. Beyond that I guess going to dance festivals by myself. Two things I don't do, gym and go to festivals completely alone.
>>33820228I do calisthenics at home and adding in cardio. I fucking hate festivals unless they are niche and peculiar.
bump
>>33818259It's not you anon, (western) women have changed, they are all ultra shitty and stuck up now. Also when you were an alcoholic did you drink at bars and meet women there?
>>33820967Nah I drank an entire bottle of gin by myself and would invite girls at met at art events to come drink with me and watch weird movies. I did go out more, but I am beginning to venture out again at the same level. Although I have not been able to find romantic momentum I have been enjoying myself with making new friends and actively engaging with my community/day-to-day interractions. I guess I am just paranoid that I have "lost" something. Something crucial and confusing.
>>33818259>>33818259Could be that dating apps have gotten shittier since you were last using them
Well obviously you gotta start popping those benzos again and slamming the alcohol again douchebag. It’s so obvious and you can’t figure it out? You want those meat flaps or not ? Or are you going to pretend you have really changed?
>>33823181Nah I'm not doing those withdrawals again, they sucked.
one last bump
