I’m a shy autistic guy who has been trying to fake it as socially outgoing. It sucks and is mentally draining. I do it to try to make friends or potentially get a girlfriend. the illusion works initially, but as time goes by people realize that I’m a weirdo and they stop trying to communicate with me or ostracize me if I’m in a group with people. Women are so good at smelling autism. I try to fake it but they eventually tell because I stop making sense in conversation sometimes and I’m not hot to pass the weirdness off as just being eccentric. I feel like the only way I can be loved is to be fetishized. Depending on who it could be… I’d be fine with that. How do I stop acting like a weirdo around ppl
>>33832045Listen, your best bet is to just try and find an autistic woman who shares some of your hyper niche interests. Eventually, even if you manage to bag a woman pretending to be a normie, she will eventually figure it out and she will be unhappy that you lied about who you were or she'll say that you've changed and she can't possibly stay with you. someone who actually likes you.
>>33832063Don’t really have any hyper niche interests… I wish I was like other autistic guys when I came to it. I’m only obsessed with music, literature, and history which is what normies like. I’m not an engineer or a mathematician like that.
>>33832081So dive DEEPER. Get really into the nitty gritty.
Expose yourself enough until you become a normie, it will be gruesome but worth it I guess
stop trying to seek approval from NPCsthey're material constructs and don't have soulsthey get activated by their demons to hurt you if you expose yourself
>>33832127Normies are way better people than I am. They are well rounded. Talented. Have better intrapersonal relationships. etc. I have nothing. I’m no where near as amazing as these people
>>33832045From left to right:RacistCatholic CommunistShill JewThese people have nothing in common
>>33832045I guess the sword is mightier than the word?
>>33833934>>33835218It's an image meant in jest, calm down edgelords.
