I feel so disrespected that I can not even describe it. I just hate how people disrespect me just because. Today my classmates were escpecially loud and insuferable. There is this guy that was arguing with the teacher about something stupid as talking in class. My friend joined the discussion and told some pretty good points, but even after that the guy classmate continued on loudly talking with his friends that it started to get on my nerves so I started arguing with the guy and he continued on saying some random shit about being in the right and that he can talk whenever he wants. In the end only I got called an insult (I donť know the English word for it) but something in a way that I'm rubbing myself to people. I got over it. Nothing important. Just adults that never grew up. But as I was returning home someone spat in my face when I was in a hurry to catch my BUS. And this aren't the only situations I felt disrespected. When I was younger I always got bullied like pulling hair, laughted at, etc. I am a pretty emotionaly sensitive so it's really getting to me. It's been taking a toll on my mental health lately .I've started to feel a stronge urge to hurt someone physically or even myself. I have and still am strugling with SH, but I'ts getting stronger whenever I argue and I fear one time I won't be able to hold myself back. I never was agressive or something like that but idk why I fel that way. And not just hit someone but hurt them/myself for a longer period of time.
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