I just want to enjoy playing video games and watching anime again, if you want to learn the details read the rest please.What's the point of living if I'm mentally ill, lonely and can't enjoy nothing in life? im 21 male I got "treated" for depression almost 4 years and nothing helped me, meds somehow didn't work on me, I tried all SSRIs, SNRIs and most of the other antidepressants types other than MAOIs. Also did use many antipsychotics for depression.Therapy didn't help me either because all of the things therapy tries to teach me not what I want. I don't need talk therapy, cognitive behaviorual therapy or other bullshit stuff. I just want to enjoy things again and only thing therapy offers you is bullshit idea, it's called "behaviorual activation" basically means forcing yourself to do stuff and wishing you might enjoy it after a while. Why the fuck I should force myself to play video games? I don't want to do productive things and force myself, I just want to enjoy my hobbies again.what are my options besides suicide? all day i just lay down on my bed, everything feels so boring and uninteresting. social media, porn, video games even these things feels so boring, i mean aren't these things supposed to make you addictive?i don't want many things from life, i just wanna enjoy video games, animes, music again and have friends. I forgot to tell I quit my meds cold turkey a week ago, I feel a little better because side effects gone, but started to feel anxious. I didn't get withdraw effects much because my last meds were started new and were at starting dosage.and no i won't get a job, again. it makes me more suicidal. first i want to find a reason stay alive and somehow enjoy my hobbies again.
>how come i feel bored sitting in bed all day
>>33837045You have two options. First option is Electroshock therapy. Second option is listening to specific binaural beats with headphones for long periods of time. Bear in mind that the second option can make things worse, so proceed with caution.
>>33837045I have harm ocd and I just go to psyhiatrist he tell me about meds I need and the meds works. I'm realy sad about that even meds didn't help for you. Just tell me did you go to psyhiatrist or no?
>>33837096Doctors won't try electroshock therapy on me, they first want to try every existing meds and maybe decide to give me electroschock therapy Even if I go to psychiatrist now they'll just prescribe me meds. I first heard about second option, I don't think it'll work though.>>33837100I did go to psychiatrist, I didn't take meds by myself.
>>33837145Just try it now. Google "depression binaural beat" on YT and leave it on all day while sitting at the computer. Use headphones or it won't work. But again, things can get worse so tread lightly.
>>33837186I think this is a lie and this doesn't help
>>33837439It costs you absolutely nothing to try.
Fucking go outside and touch grass retard, stop relying on screen escapist shit to fill the absolute worthlessness of your life. Go out, find someone who needs a helping hand, go give them a helping hand, make yourself goddamn useful for once in your pathetic life
>>33837447Not op but I try it and it sounds like you flying in heaven
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>>33837045i wont read arrested development threads
