>be me, 22, female >was exposed to a bunch of degenerate porn like furry, clop, loli/shota, rape, guro etc as a kid>getting sexually assaulted also didn’t help>stumbled upon shota porn when I was 14>saved it to my computer but then deleted it cause I got scared it was illegal >keep looking at loli and shota>have a full blown lolisho fetish now>try to excuse it since I’m also a kid/teen>turn 18 and still have the fetish>fuckme.jpg>turn 20 and the fetish gets worse>im into age play and specifically get turned on my similar events like my CSA trauma>recently like the nickname kid/kiddo>fuckmeagain.jpg>try self inserting as the loli or shota and fantasize about a older man/pedo fucking me>it’s getting so bad that I feel like I’m a fucking degenerate and I need to die>wishing i could be a kid again with unrestricted internet access looking at porn>also got into age regression and regress to the age I was assaulted (12)Guys what the hell do I do? Should I kill myself? I’m too scared to go to a therapist they might judge me. It’s all strictly fantasy I don’t want to hurt anyone but I feel like a degenerate that needs to die. Fellow lolicons how do you deal with being one?
What is age regression? Like a RP thing?
>>33837078“Age regression is the psychological phenomenon of an individual reverting to behaviors, emotions, or thought patterns of a younger age, often triggered by stress, trauma, or emotional overwhelm. It can be an involuntary coping mechanism or a voluntary choice for stress relief and comfort. While sometimes seen as harmless, it can be a sign of a deeper issue and may benefit from professional guidance, particularly talk therapy, EMDR, or other trauma therapies.”
>>33837061Immediately block all nsfw content directly from your modem and either change it to a nonsensical password you'll forget or ask someone else in the house to set the password for you. If you can't access the modem there are apps you can install on your computer and phone. If you search it up before bed leave your phone outside your room. By constantly looking at it you are rewalking those neuron pathways and making them stronger. Take a long break from it. When you get the itch just tell yourself "wait until tmrw" ad infinum, and get the horny chemicals out by just doing regular self pleasure without a screen. I was into hentai since like 10 and the only way to stop was to just go cold turkey on all nsfw content.
>>33837105What should I do if I don’t want to quit nsfw completely?
>>33837061they've heard worse stuff, you're not that weird.
>>33837148That's the only way to stop being into loli, porn is a hedonistic treadmill you get more and more extreme as time goes on. Idk if you have the willpower to only look at big tits and ass hentai and not lolishit.
>>33837061It is what it is.Rape correction? idk
You should lose you virginity because it sounds like you've never actually had real sex beforeAnd have no idea what it's actually likeIt's not that big of a deal once you've done it a bunch of timesAnd all these grand roleplay scenarios will probably evaporate once you realise it's not a big dealOr they'll intensify because it's so boring and you need something dirtier to make things more fresh
>>33837061I mean this is a pretty harmless fetish as long as you don't actually diddle any kids or get yourself into dangerous situations with older guysLike if you think about it, it isn't the fetish itself that's making you unhappy, it's your THOUGHTS about the fetishwhy not just find a bf that's into this kind of thing and do roleplay sex with him?
>>33837061>Fellow lolicons how do you deal with being one?Either you learn to accept yourself or go to therapy.I've accepted it a long time ago. at first i thought i was weird and i would force myself to look at real, adult women. then i started interacting with other lolicons and collecting cute images. it gradually became routine. the blue archive community is a great place to meet lolicons, i had a lot of fun so i stopped caring. or like anon above me said there are plenty of guys into ageplay. unironically, if you're going down the acceptance route, socializing is your best option.and you're not the first person i see having this type of fantasy, it's nothing to kill yourself over.
Serious parental issues.If you haven't moved on from your parents/parental figures please do. Pick a random person on the street and that's probably going to be a better influence
>>33837061UI-BEAAAM
>>33837061If this is real. Have you had sex with a man yet? Genuinely curious
>>33837061Hello! Fellow female lolicon here. I don't deal with it, I just live it. As a hikki girl who's never had a life or relationship, I'm quite at ease with being into messed up things. Sometimes I do worry that my life is heading to a deadend, and lately I've been less and less interested with games/media that don't include underage characters, which is worrying. I think as long as it never develops into a fetish for real little girls, you're good.As long as you're okay with never having a normie life or relationship, in which case, yeah, that's probably impossible. I have a lot of pony friends, but I don't know how they'd react to my games. It helps that I have a supportive/accepting Ma I guess.killing myself is an option I consider daily but won't go through with because I want to see the end of One Piece にぱ〜
>>33840682Women who have sex are the enemy, and immediately lose all worth as humans. That's why despite the burning loneliness I will soldier on as an unloved femcel with a loli fetish. Yay.
>>33837061sounds like it's a trauma coping strategy in your case? go to therapy then.or find a fellow degenerate to live out your fantasies.
>>33840704don't nipah at peoplethey get paranoid
>women would rather fuck little kids in anime than incels Its so fucking over
>>33837061>was exposed to a bunch of degenerate porn like furry, clop, loli/shota, rape, guro etc as a kidAs a kid you mean as a preteen one or a teenager?
>>33837061>Fellow lolicons how do you deal with being one?First of all, you can be a lolicon without being a porn addict. Secondly, nothing wrong with being a lolicon. It's just a harmless fetish since it's pure fiction. And thirdly, I'm a proud, unapologetic lolicon. Especially since most anti-lolicon fags are hiding skeletons in their closet, like all these male feminists that are guilty for being sexual harassers and pedos.
>>33837061echoing what others have said, because there is a strong amount of truth to it; have sex with a man and hopefully that will help purge your fixations. I’ve been where you are, And had the same experiences. Feels pretty easy for sex to become something so fearful and so shameful that the only way to interact with it is to make it worse — to feed into that fear and shame and fetishize it. Going cold turkey on the porn and attempting to date, to explore sex in a healthy safe way with someone you know and trust does help. DON’T attempt to be a slut thinking that the false confidence will help. It’ll create a feeling of shame so intense you’ll be lucky to avoid the nose dive into a depressive spiral. Or worse, you’ll become addicted to the highs and lows of that cycle. I just want you to avoid what I went through. What happened to you wasn’t your fault by the way.
>>33842938>have sex with a man and hopefully that will help purge your fixationsNo, it won't. Many rapists and child molesters are married people.
>>33840748What percentage of women do you think watch animated child porn? Are you high?
>>33837061Just accept it, people have fetishes and you like anime kids and ageplay, nothing worth killing yourself over and extremely tame compared to what the average therapist has probably heard. Don't fall for the puritan zoomer shit you're not a bad person for jacking it to cartoons.
