i have a severe porn addiction and it's ruining my life. i worked out the core problem with a mental health professional and I'm addressing it, but it's taking time to be fixed so there are relapses. each one causes more anxiety because my brain spirals out of controlbecause of the nature of the problem, the stuff i consume is also deranged and outright disgusting. it's not pedophila or gore or anything visually appalling, just psychologically very messed uplike here's a recent example, from when i broke and roleplayed with chatgpt for a few days>my friends somehow know because it got posted to discord by accident and they're hiding it from me>my work somehow know because it got posted to an email or a shared doc by accident and they're hiding it from me>my parents probably have a keylogger installed on my phone>the vocabulary i'm using comes from porn and they're going to find out>i'm acting in a way that's influenced by porn and it looks odd to everyone else>everyone can probably see/feel/smell something about me, like a porn user stench that i don't know anything aboutidk, i don't know how to deal with it. i spent like 30 minutes scouring work documents to see if i hadn't posted my prompts on there by accident. even now i'm worried that people around me know and they're waiting to drop it in conversation at the perfect time, or they know and they're pulling away slowly so as to not alert mehow do i deal with this. i have other, more important things to do and this is all ruining me
What is the thing you consume? And oh look another porn OCD thread
>>33838982>another porn OCD threadis this a common occurrence? >What is the thing you consume?an extreme type of humiliation kink with some violence and screaming
>>33838987Very common on this boardSo how does the humiliation work? Violence and screaming, ah yes, how very sensual and erotic (jk)
>>33838971>>my friends somehow know because it got posted to discord by accident and they're hiding it from meSee? THIS is what happens on Discord! People just search for a new target to cancel constantly. Eventually Discord will be just one user. It's a social battle royale.
>>33838987>extreme type of humiliation kink with some violence and screamingThat's normie as fuck
>>33838971Everything you greentexted is schizo. Nobody cares what you are jerking to and even if they do it doesn't matter.
>>33839088>>33839048anon i gave detailed instructions to the bot to craft a 20 piece narrative that was easily 10k words, for one jo sessionthe explanation in >>33838987 was stripped of any of the offensive of bizarre elements. everything was tailored and so specific that you could connect it to my personal life, feel genuinely disturbed by the shit i was putting into the bot, and want to stop associating with me because of the implications it'd have for your own lifeand also normies are not as used to seeing weird shit as we are
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