Title. Getting past my mid twenties now. Said I would kill myself at a certain age, didn't.>Just wait lol the mental illness magically stopsMental illness didn't magically go away, tried a lot of different forms of "self help" and professional help. Gender affirming care is probably the only reason I haven't killed myself already but even that isn't enough at this point to save my specific mixed drink of mental illness. Question here is how? In America and broke. Used to own firearms, sold them to avoid suicide. Regret that as I feel my suicide is inevitable at this point. Might as well get it over with, I did most of what I wanted to do anyways.>Have you tried x y or zYes. I am horrible at maintaining anything beyond some simple platonic relationships. Everything more complicated I destroy from the ground up. I am not suited for this world and every person has made this obviously clear.>YWNBAWI know. You win. GG, hope a next life exists or any of that retarded shit so I can maybe be a real woman then. Not a transbien retard either. I'm into men only and I STILL managed to fail, lol.
>i am unfixableok? what do you want me to do about that?
We have a general for ranting without actually wanting advice.Also, wouldn’t you be better suited venting on the tranny board?
>>33840239have you tried REPENTING & TURNING TO JESUS CHRIST? you are bloated with sickness. worms have encysted like hard almonds in your muscle and the smooth rings of your guts, only divine help can cure this
>>33840239Are you autogynephilic, or hsts?
>>33840378>>33840390Retards didn't actually read. Asked for advice about which way a broke person can KMS.>>33840540Both these terms are brain wormed /tttt/ bullshit and don't actually matter. As far as I know I'm not the former and am partially the latter.>>33840401Sorry christanon. I'm way too smart to fall for the religion pill. Wish I was retarded enough for it because it would likely fix me.
>>33841842>Asked for advice about which way a broke person can KMSThis is obviously not an actual question. Any suicidal person knows how to google this shit. You are putting out a cry for help/attention.Which is fine. Just be honest.
>>33840239Are you able to fully detransition? I think this lifestyle really wasn't for you to begin with and you have to somehow make peace with the gender you were born as.I wouldn't suicide either. You'll only validate the suicide statistics stereotypes that /pol/-types like to spout.
>>33841842>wish I was retarded enough to believe in something that probably does exist.lmao
>>33841845Googling it results in the same expensive methods that are inconsistent. I want something effective and cheap. How is this so hard to understand?>>33841851HRT was one of the only things that delayed my suicide and made me to through a phase in which I sold my firearms and felt slightly more calm. De transitioning ATP would require way more effort than I'm willing. The pol types / tards won. I lost.>>33841852There is objectively no evidence that whichever God you believe in exists. You cope harder than trannies, which is hilarious.
>>33841842>Man, if I tried this, it would probably help me! Too bad I'm too smart for it...Why are people like this?
>>33842140I grew up in a religious environment. I spent a year studying various religions and reading tons about them. You being retarded enough to fall for it does not mean I am.>Could help meIt could, again if I was an idiot like many religious people are. It's a copium I'm too smart to fall for. Stay mad that your Boogey Non Binary in the sky doesn't exist.
>>33842256>I grew up in a religious environment.Yeah, that probably explains it. You associated religion with your oppressive house and trauma from childhood.But I'm not talking about religion, I just want you to try to understand Jesus.Yes, understanding the historical figure of Jesus is not about religion.Conduct research about his life, study his teachings, try to understand his message to us.Just give it a try, you will feel better.>But I'm not retarded as the likes of you...Yeah, you must understand that this is a self protection mechanism caused by trauma, something akin to PTSD.But as I said, understanding Jesus has nothing to do with religion.
>I'm really gonna do it this time but I just...don't know how....so please give me more attention...but I swear I'm seriousFUCK off
>>33840239>YWNBAW>I know. You win. GGNo more brother wars.
>>33842285I do understand a lot of this, I fundamentally have a broad understanding of many different religions, of which I'm sure you have never even begun to read into. I'm not trying to project, I'm just saying Christ cucks consistently pushing their agenda is somehow worse than trannies ATP. Offer a solution or GTFO.
>>33842343I did offer you a solution. It's up to you if you will give it a try or not.From my point of view, you're miserable and you want to die. Why not give it a try then? It won't make things worse.But then again, it's up to you to try or continue doing the same things and expecting something to change.
>>33842353Link me some resources, please. I'll try.>>33842342Based.>>33842305Nothing I can say will ever even begin to change your mind, so instead just enjoy your (You), faggot.
>>33840401Meme religion
>>33842627>Link me some resources, please. I'll try.I suggest you buy a pocket bible, new testament. Keep it with you, carry it around.Whenever you feel like, open it on a random page and start reading it, there's a big chance you will come across a message that will make you stop and think for a minute.I also will leave this video for you, a Catholic priest reacting to the story of a videogame character. I just think it's a nice story that maybe you will enjoy.https://youtu.be/U3qF8QtjmNk?si=xqXmMj5vuOwmyaPQ
>>33840239Anon, if you're still here, I'd like to talk
>>33841949Stop taking HRT, cut your hair, get some sunlight, and start taking anti depressants. If you have breasts from HRT then save up money for surgery. If you were genuinely suicidal then you would've killed yourself by double backflipping and diving head first into a pavement already, lil nigga.
>>33840239>>>/lgbt/
>>33841842>Both these terms are brain wormed /tttt/ bullshit and don't actually matter. As far as I know I'm not the former and am partially the latter.I don't lurk that board. I'm referring to the scientific concepts as they appear in academic journals.
>>33843240>>33843711Useless>>33843733Hilarious>>33843074I am still here. Haven't found a way yet and have a couple of responsibilities to take care of so I have about a week.
>>33843981Yo yo. How old are you now? Do you have friends? Are you still in your home state (assuming you live in America)?
>>33840239>hope a next life exists or any of that retarded shit so I can maybe be a real woman thenwhy? is it really that important?why can't you just admit you're a feminine male and embrace it?
>>33843981After taking the time to review the thread, it does seem useless giving genuine advice to someone who clearly just wants to wallow in self-hatred and pity. However, my advice still stands since I do sincerely wish you the best.
I would recommend killing yourself. You weren’t smart enough to figure out the trap before hand. I don’t think you deserve to be alive. I see all these other religious posts. I don’t want you in heaven either. I want you to kill yourself.
>>33844187Good enough for me. I will do so within a weeks time. Religion was the trap all along, anyways. I'll still read a bit more as the other anon suggested but I'll make sure to let the fake guy know after I died that you posted!
>>33844072Not answering fed questions. Yes have some friends, none of them care.>>33844084>Just embrace this constant unbalance in your life that brings you constant agony, I know I don't have this issue and can't feel how you feel, but dude just embrace being a guy when you don't feel like one deep down!Without even a sliver of irony, I sincerely believe that you need to kill yourself even more than I do. I pray people with your mindset fucking die. Useless cunt.>>33844131Thank you for the honesty. Goodbye.
I swear to god every single tranny these days is some degree of melodramatic mope. Doesn’t matter if you’re an /lgbt/ obsessed brainrotted cynic, a “freakin’ euphoric” twitter transbian optimist, or a too self-aware and above it all “realist” like OP, all it is every day is “waa waa waa me me me sob sob sob.”It makes all the other trannies and faggots look bad when you narcissists hijack the public image of all the gays. I have nothing against the idea of transitioning, but in all my years of life I have met exactly two trannies that were kind, considerate, and interesting people, and both of them came out of the closet way before it was the default thing that shut-in “sensitive” white boys who had pathologized male guilt and their own sex drive did to try to come off as innocent. Anyway OP, get over yourself. You’re not gonna kill yourself and here’s that attention you want. See you next week.
>>33841842>sorry i'm way too smart for religion, i'd rather cut my dick off and kill myselfblinded by pride... thats why u suffer
>>33844292>Without even a sliver of irony, I sincerely believe that you need to kill yourself even more than I do. I pray people with your mindset fucking die. Useless cunt.hahaha i guess that struck a nerve. You are clearly a feminine male (you're literally aware of this) and that's all you'll ever be. That's who you are. Why not accept it and embrace it? Instead of killing yourself wishing you were born as something else entirely?One must imagine Sisyphus happy. I do hope you kill yourself though, faggot. You seem like an abrasive, melodramatic loser.
>>33841949>There is objectively no evidence that whichever God you believe in exists. You cope harder than trannies, which is hilarious.nigger there's no logic evidence of anything predating the universe due to epistemic circularity, everything we know including human logic is just material causation & the creation of universe started matter; ur eternity depends on the gamble that an intelligent autonomous plane is not real & wont affect u once u die. GOOD LUCK!!!! U COULD REPENT TODAY BY THE WAY, YOU'RE NOT TOO FAR GONE!
>>33844384Got a (You) still. You let a suicidal tranny (why am I repeating myself?) convince you into engaging further yet project and call me the loser. Just cause you're projecting doesn't mean you're wrong, but I digress.>Feminine manThere's no amount of evidence, no bar that could be cleared that would ever convince you of anything except what little thoughts you already believe. I'm not here to argue my own existence, fuck off you rat. I care what you think for sure, I'm a snowflake and all that. But you know you'll never change my mind right? I'm a girl in my head till my death. I don't care if I'm buried as a man, you'll never invade this space I have.Kill yourself.
>>33844372Fair complaint to the extent that your feelings are valid but your entire speech here is covered in retardation. You only see your limited view on the spaces that you frequent. Being here suggests you see the most melodramatic of them all, so of course you'll believe that.>Sex driveAhh yes, the classic argument that completely ignores the fact that HRT nukes your libido. I'm such a horny freak, that's why I continue to take drugs that have actively made me less consistently horny!>>33844375Won't deny this. You're pretty much the only based Anon here. (You) deserve better.>>33844395>But erm like... If you act vague and confused about everything and never try to actually engage with the things around you... If you never learn anything and leave everything up in the air and ignore your very pattern based brain!!!... God like, could exist!All the Christ tards here have only proven to me further how absolutely retarded you HAVE to be to fall for this shit lol. Again, this is coming from a self loathing TROON.
>>33844292off but I would be so curious to feel what you feel. not the misery, but what you feel in your soul that makes you think youre a girlbc i am a female and I have never felt such a thing. when Im alone I totally forget my gender and I just am. like. my essence, my soul is not fucking feminine, idk how to even begin to imagine thatits just energyi dont doubt that you are suffering immensely, but I think that you have no idea how it feels to be a woman. because it feels like fuck allso i think what youre yearning for doesnt existyoure lacking something else. its probably love and company.
>>33840239>tried gender affirming 'care' AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
Lmfao.
>>33844623>Ahh yes, the classic argument that completely ignores the fact that HRT nukes your libidoYes. That’s why I said it’s the default response from people scared of their sex drive.Moron.
>>33844597>convince you into engaging further yet project and call me the loserlmao what a retarded copelook bro i'm engaging>But you know you'll never change my mind right? I'm a girl in my head till my deathdie then>you'll never invade this space I havei just did
>>33844597>>33844623Wow. Has anyone ever told you that you talk like a man? Like, you unmistakably sound like a man. With testosterone. And zero femininity.
>>33846220Actually I had the displeasure of playing personal therapist to a tranny exactly like this back during Covid and it took me way too long to cut the cord. Of course despite threatening suicide every other day they’re still alive
>mfer in his mid 20s thinks his life is overyou are retarded. but you're not too far gone. just start over. get rid of anything that's not serving you. there is absolutely no reason to throw your life away when you're just stuck right now.>it's going to get better. but it's going to be different.
ywnbaw kys troon
>>33840239I honestly don't get this shit. You're clearly unhappy because you have a mental illness and you didn't overcome it by accepting your true gender when you should have.Instead you wasted your life trying to be something you're not and now you're quitting like a fag>I WAS HAPPY ON HRT!!!1!1!1!11!!!1!That's like saying an alcoholic is happy when he's drunk, you dumbo.Either own up to the fact you're a tranny and live your decision of fucking up your body or go back. Stay like this or this is your only solution >>33843240Yet you say it's useless advice, but deep down you know it's your only, true salvation. You've made your bed, now lie in it.
OP is a tranny why bother responding at all
