I pushed her away due to my own insecurities. I dumped her before leaving the country because we didn’t want a LDR (I still don’t want it) and I was personally feeling like a loser in life. Now I’m busy most of the time making money but when the night arrives I can’t help remembering her crying and saying how much she loves me but that she respects my choice. We spent some time together after I left and the connection was crazy. But I knew I was making her suffer. She’s a good, loyal and attractive woman who turns head in the street. She learns from her mistakes and actually changes, a quality I haven’t seen often. I have fucked some girls since her but it’s just not the same. I thought I was making the right decision but I feel more depressed every day. Doesn’t help she closed all her social media and I don’t know anything about her at all.
>How to deal with having lost a woman who really loved you?>she respects my choice.>she closed all her social media and I don’t know anything about her at all.Wish her well, and carry on.
>>33841303I still see her as the love of my life I guess. She was the one I wanted a family with. I’m seriously considering sending her an email
