>25 F>Born in Europe, raised in a foster home in America>On and off homeless>Severe disability developed in the last year, can't walk without a cane, very hard to do physical things anymore>Living in a shelter in New York>Lost all forms of identification in a fire aside from my birth certificate>Got a job, but they suspended me because no ID>When things get really desperate I've turned to streetwalking>Don't want to live this way anymore>Don't have any alternatives>Thinking of just offing myselfAnyone have any ideas or should I just pull the trigger?
Become a nun and dedicate your life to God. This sounds like meme 19th century advice, but living in a convent is probably a million times better than your current situation and it would probably give you some purpose as well. Better than living in a shelter or just offing yourself.
Find yourself a good husband who can help you fix your life. I got a thai wife because i am a guy like that who likes asians. And she had milions of problems. Gold in the prawn shop. Ex in jail. Student loans. No real job. And so on.I took her to my country and fixed her life. But its a bit like adopting a street dog, in a way i guess.So she did a short education, got a job as nurse assistant at a hospital. We recently bought a house. I got her better loans that she is paying off. I guess the big sadness is that we did not get any children and she’s turning 40 next year.
>>33842448How do I do this? I have no idea.>>33842452How does one find a good husband?
>>33842459>How do I do this? I have no idea.Walk into a cathedral and speak to the priest.
>>33842459Just call 281-330-8004. Hit Mike Jones up on the low
>>33842459>How does one find a good husband?We found each other on a dating app. She said she knew from the start that i was not a dangerous guy. I guess some women just know that.She came to my hotel and said she was going to be my guide so that’s how it went.Her friend was driving a black car with tooned windows. And they were like ”get in” so i went in, and after that my life changed.I could have been kidnappad, or robbed or something, but that was not what happened.Recently, i have started to notice, most people are just you know, ordinary people who don’t really want to do anything bad to anyone.
>>33842438Military
Oh wait the cane... nevermind, do the nun thing or practice minimalism and get a job washing dishes. You can stand for that.
>>33842459Go to a church and join RCIA (if you're not catholic)Then you will probably want to ask a priest or a sister to get you in contact with the nearest ordersThen you will go through a period of "discernment". You will live in the convent for a while before you can apply to join.If you get through all this and persist, you will join the order and you will get to live there for the rest of your life. But you have to persist until the end. Might take a year or two. Good luck.
>>33842521Standing for too long is unbearable.I wish it wasn't this way, I want to work.>>33842464>>33842533Ok thank you I will consider this as an option.Do they take people with severe handicaps?
>>33842550Some orders were founded by/for people with physical disabilities (Visitandines, for instance), but you probably should ask if there any that take people with handicaps around you. But be ready to actually learn things about the religion and show interest, or they won't take you.
Any other ideas aside from the religious options? I have been turned away by them before.
>>33842438i can save you
>>33842438Marry me
Are you sure there is no way to get an ID? We have a really goofed up system here I assume there's some way to play it or scam it, lots of welfare stuff and womens shelters I'd make sure you are aware of what programs are available, in your area and take advantage of them. Put your situation into some AI stuff in detail and have it offer you stuff.Just make sure you are actually leveraging your ability to pull from the system as much as possible lots of it is just kind of obscure
>>33842901How?>>33842924I'm waiting on one in the mail, I went through the process necessary to get one but it still has not arrived.