My mom is going through chemo now. My dad died 5 years ago and it's just bringing back bad memories. When he died, i was so angry at everybody. I mass deleted a lot of people off of social media and started telling everyone to fuck off. I lost a lot of friends throughout that. But I got through it. Now i'm starting to feel the same feelings again. Like nobody cares or understands. it feels like everybody is inhuman and deserves to be beaten. I feel like the world is telling me that we're worthlessI feel like testing people who are my "friends" to see how much they really are. Im paranoid that everybody just laughs about me behind my back
>>33843146What cancer does she have and what were her initial symptoms? And how old is she? Sorry for your loss and current struggle.
>>33843157Breast cancer. We are lucky because we caught it early too so it will likely be fine. but it's my mom. My heart breaks that dad is not here and she has to go through this. I know she's gonna cry when her hair is gone im just sad having to see that happen. Im dooming more than i need to i know. Just wish my dad was here, he knew how to make my mom feel better. Im always negative all that time. She and I are very close and i try, but I know I can't compare. Feel lost, and like im gonna be the only one left in my family . She's 60 years old and she felt it just by her feeling a limp on her breast.
>>33843146Vaxx status?
