I've started to have a deeper and a more meaningful connection with a lesbian friend of mine. She obiously needs strong friendships in her life and so do I. Thats how we got close but I caught myself using her as a gf substitute since I'm doing everything up to the emotional part I would do with a gf. Everything except the physical part. I am only able to spend so much time with her because I act like that and I feel like I would betray her if I got a gf and stop being that emotionally open. Should i change my ways?How can I not hurt her in the future and throw her back into the dark pit where she can't call anybody a friend?
