>be me m20>autistic>never really talked to people>meet cute transgirl>really like her>we talk alot>visit her in old apartment>we cuddle, feels good>asks me to come visit her again, for a week>she moved, so have to drive across the country>2 days in she asks if i could go home>tf, but yeah no problemam i retarded, is she retarded? i know that she has a bit depression but still. i have no clue what i did wrong. first time really interacting with someone and then this. how can i possibly recover from this, got rejected even though she made the move
>>33845695>meet cute transgirlyeah... maybe its time to end it Anon
>>33845695>meet cute trans girl>really like her>visit her in old apartmentmfw
>>33845695I guess one way of looking at this situation could be like this – you've had many experiences in your life, surely many that are positive or negative. You might've had a really nice day when you got some ice cream when you were 8 years old, or a really bad day where you cried over something when you were 9. But I assume that these experiences you had don't inform your daily life, and you probably don't think about them that frequently.Right now you're in the midst of this situation that probably feels horrible to you, but I'm confident that one day it'll just be part of the soup of your past experiences, and not something that you're actively thinking about or reacting to. I personally don't think it's worth ending your life over, as there's lots of beauty & joy to be experienced & shared in this world, even if it seems far away at times.I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder so I definitely understand the thought process of suicide, but I suspect you have quite a lot to live for –It just might require piercing through your negative thoughts and focusing on those positives, which often isn't easy. I do believe that meditation helps with this (mindfulness meditation and 'loving kindness' meditation changed my life for the better). It can be said from a Buddhist perspective that 'energy flows where attention goes', and I believe that if you try to focus on the positive things in your life, those things will start to take precedence in your mind, and I think you'll feel better.Wishing you a good day, anon
anon, you're dealing with a mentally unstable dude. you didn't do anything wrong here. move onto the next one to save yourself the headache.
>>33845695Nigga, you gay. No amount of word dressing will change the fact that your story is:>>be me m20>>autistic>>never really talked to people>>meet cute MALE>>really like HIM>>we talk alot>>visit HIM in old apartment>>we cuddle, feels good>>asks me to come visit HIM again, for a week>>HE moved, so have to drive across the country>>2 days in HE asks if i could go home>>tf, but yeah no problem
>cute transgirlyeah kys
