ive been like this my whole life and i want things to change. im convinced that there is a way that im just too stupid to figure out. i guarantee there are many lurkers here that are also in this boat. pls help us
>pay attention>put in effortthats it
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>>33846401Learn to time travel. Then go in the future and learn gene editing. Time travel back to your pregnant mother and edit your genes so you get born healthy. On a more serious note, you're cooked bruv. You're born with a light (or heavy) mental disability. You're unfortunately doomed to a dull and uninteresting life. This wouldn't have been such a big deal a hundred years ago. Unfortunately, you grew up in the digital age and got to see the in and outs of successful/normal people. This created a false desire in your mind that you can achieve a similar lifestyle. The truth is you'll never be normal, and the older you get the weirder you'll look to others.
unrelated but i like the mission-chan pic, we should be frens
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>>33846401i dunno man, try engaging your brain more unironically. maybe you have brain fog? i was like you but i had some disorder + deficiency, took meds for it and i got betterdoing things like puzzles and writing helped me a lot and i stopped watching short form content
>>33846401Spend more time doing things that require you to think critically, like reading or even just watching movies.Spend less time online. If you aren’t getting good sleep, you need to fix that too.
>>33846401Make a list of things you'd like to know more aboutRead about them
>>33846401actually be a prayerful person who intercedes in God's presence for the sake of humanity and not a fraud who just bleeerghs
>>33846401the solution is to stop masking, at least in my experience being a masked autistic retard my whole life its pretty hard to talk to normies because you subconciously know you shouldnt be weird, you need to figure out how to get rid of your inhibitions and just yap about the first things that come to your mind