Wake up, go to work, go to the gym, get ready and go on a date. Kiss or fuck the girl, it doesn't matter. Get back home and schedule another date the next day with one of today's matches or a girl I've been talking to. Can't forget to reply to the 10 girls I've been texting every day. Fuck, one of them sent me an audio or video, God damned waste of time. Get 5 hours of sleep, I just wasted 2h past midnight sexting and trading nudes with some whore. Still have to jerk off in the morning. Can't forget to renew my subscription for Tinder Platinum, this way I get at least 10 matches a day, more options for when I want to fuck someone spontaneously. I hate women. All they want is my body. They'll fuck and ghost. Fuck em, I don't wanna date the whores anyway. The girls I do wanna date don't wanna date me either. They say everything is good but something is missing. Something is always missing. I'm tired. But I'm so lonely. My self worth is based around the number of women I conquer. But all I want is one. One pretty one though, the ugly and fat ones fall in love too easily. I've broken too many of their hearts. Doesn't matter, though, they wouldn't love the real me. They just love the persona I put out there. Nobody can stand me at my worst, might as well not show it. I'm so tired. I don't wanna deal with women and people anymore. But I can't stop. I love the thrill of it. But I'm so tired. Too many dates, too many things to remember, too many people to talk to, too much sex to have, too much money to spend, too many needs to fulfill. I don't want to feel anything anymore.
>>33848698Should’ve stayed a virgin like me chud
Stop being community cock and try to build a skill in something. I heard girls that go to climbing gyms are cute and friendly
Bump
>>33848698>boo hoo look at how much sex and girls I get woe is meTry being a 23 year old KHHV
>>33848698Castrate yourself
>>33848993OP here, I was literally a KHHV at 23, why do you think I'm a sex addict now? When I started I never wanted to stop. I want all the validation I didn't get as a teen.
>>33848698All the sex and money you could want and somehow you're still an incel. Grim.
>>33849232You just gave the self esteem issues leading to late virginity a new dressing , yet you still have the mind of an incel.Go to therapy and fix it. Stop internet dating because its addictive trash, stop plapjaking, unless you have an actual life through which you can meet attractive women you haven't made it out.
>>33848698OP this was unironically me in every single way about 5-6 years ago. I thought if I "invested" in the best of my possible options at the time I would get to experience something more meaningful and fulfilling. It kinda worked, but I still couldn't help myself whenever an ex hookup would reach out I would flirt and sext. She would find out and get upset. I would apologize and try to be a good boy from now on. She would still be upset and hurt sometimes. I would start to feel like the relationship was a drag because she was always upset all the time. Ended up cheating on her with someone new and exciting. Tried investing in her. Novelty wore off really quick and immediately missed the ex I cheated on. Got caught by the new girl telling the old girl how much I missed her. Same exact cycle repeated itself for the next 3 years except much much worse. Now I am alone begging for the validation of the 2nd ex because sunk cost fallacy and lying to myself about how much I miss being a whore. I think the best possible outcome would have been to stick to a handful of poly girls on rotation and be able to have semi-meaningful relationships while being able to maintain the novelty. It doesn't get as deep as a monogamous committed relationship, but I am literally incapable of (verb)loving someone. Feeling cucked when one of the poly girls spends time with other dudes kinda sucks, but at least you have the others to pick up the slack.
>>33849446Just commit bro it's not that hard
>>33848698Just join SAA. They'll help.
