almost every conversation i have gives me the feelling the other person doesnt actually wanna talk to me, and i automatically get the urge to cut ppl off or to block them or to disappear, but when i do so i get lonely or i start thinking it was the wrong thing to do and end up thinking it wasnt actually like that, resulting in me eventually adding them back. However i shill get that feelingso im constantly battling wether i should stay or leavedoes anyone else get this ever???
>>33849261You're not getting what you want from the relationship or friendship.You unfriend them because they're doing poorly reciprocating the interest you have with them which is in my opinion a good decision than anticipating something out of them just for them to disappoint you later on.Now the issue lies is about the guilt ghosting them. When you also find no one else with you that you end up reaching back to them like a helpless beggar looking for friendship/relationship again.You need to accept that you don't need these fucks. You're lonely but being with them makes you feel alone. If you ever need someone in your life, they should reciprocate the same thing. If they won't risk their life for you, don't do the same shit about them.These bastards can't be trusted and that's the sole reason you're avoiding them. It's not about friendship or relationship but survival instincts of trusts. They're unreliable from the start but you just gave them chance and wish they'll meet up to our expectation which they'll never will.
Think about when you started to do this. What you were like before you did this. Is there anyone you got along with before this started? Maybe reach out to them
