> be me> 31 y old> 18 months clean from cocaine addiction> trying to sort life out> quit smoking> start working out> get jacked > feelingbetter.jpg > doctor does body check> tells me ive had a heart attack > immediatly start smoking > get depressedWhy?
Im just as confuses as you are.
>>33857565I am 40 and none of my hopes and dreams materialized.40 years wasted away with nothing to show for. The few things that I had in life I lost them the past few years. My health is deteriorating, my youth is gone, my friends abandoned, my energy is depleted, my motivation is absent, my savings evaporated. There is nothing left now, just the emptiness remains.
>>33857958That's fucking brutal man. Look what I went through. >>33857939I'm the schizophrenic. I was LITERALLY gonna blow my brains out but started playing old school runescape and it saved my life. Maybe you should give it a try.
>>33857565I won't read pity-party threads. The people here could turn their lives around starting now but they won't.
>>33858901It's over you aren't fooling anybody.
>Had a heart attack>Let me smoke something, I think it will probably get my health betterDude... I don't know what to tell you. Stop smoking.
>>33857983Did you try RS3 leagues or just Grid Master?
>>33857565> feelingbetter.jpg>doctor does body check>tells me ive had a heart attackHow do you not notice you've had a heart attack? More details you ESL
>>33857565Cocaine blocks the reuptake of norepinephrine and dopamine in sympathetic nerve endings.This increases sympathetic stimulation heart beats faster (tachycardia) and stronger (increased contractility).Risks:Can lead to arrhythmias (irregular heartbeat)Can cause myocardial ischemia or infarction (heart attack) due to high demand and vessel constrictionSummary:Cocaine does not reduce heart motility; it initially increases it via sympathetic stimulation.Chronic or toxic use can damage the heart, potentially reducing effective cardiac output later.
>>33859227I haven't tried gridmaster or leagues yet. I'm just enjoying the grind.
