I’m 20M and still in high school, didn’t graduate because I thought nothing mattered and stopped caring about my grades and doing anything noteworthy with the youth I had left. That came back and bit me in the ass so here I am, second year of high school but I’m graduating this year. I have a job now but no driver’s license so my older sister drives me from school to work. I’ve never felt more fucking ashamed of my life than I do now, my family tries to hide it but I know they’re all disappointed in me. I can’t bring myself to try and end it, I’m too scared about what comes after I die. What should I do? Is my life over already? I think it is.
The worst thing i did when i was 20 was think my life was over. Keep going. No matter how ashamed you are you must keep going. You still have plenty of time left to turn things around.
>>33857939Try getting schizophrenia, losing the ability/desire to do a skill you spent 12 years on, the love of your life, and getting literally tortured by the schizophreniaThe only thing I COULD do was make friends on 4chan. I suffered through that shit until I finally recovered years later and could return to pursuing my dreams. Spoilers: this year was the best year of my life.
just give up and accept your misery. At least there is something soothing knowing that you hit rock bottom
What high school today doesn't automatically graduate everyone?
34 herestill working on my HS
You can continue to fuck up for the next decade and still be fine. Get your license, get a part time job, buy a car, graduate. Then just try and figure it out from there. No rush, just go in the direction that interests you.
