>its another thinking about dumping my bf and finding a gf episodeI love him, I’m obsessed with him and touching him and he gives me the strength to wake up in the morning on the hardest days. At the same time I feel like I’m doing something wrong and that I SHOULD want a girl instead, I’m the most successful of my siblings and the only one that’s in a place to buy a house, the only one in a place to give children a good life so I feel obligated especially since my mother passed way earlier this year without grandchildren. One of my brothers lives in a shack, the other is gaycel, my sister now too old and clipped anyway due to ovarian cysts. The pressure makes me feel like I’m going to vomit multiple times a day most days. I don’t know what to do, or where to even start asking for help
>>33862972did you talk with him about it
lmao kys faggot, don't reproduce your degenerate genes
>>33862972Are you a homo or…
>>33863032Yeah, he sounds wishywashy about having our own, occasionally Ill joke about breeding him while he’s stuck in some woman and it makes him horribly uncomfortable >>33863041I boy butter my bro pole yes
>>33863059surrogacy?
>>33863085We’ve talked about it yeah, but whenever I bring it up he’s ambivalent on it he seems like he only considers it because of the way I’m feeling all conflicted and shit
