Didn't really have a great social life as a teenager. I was the guy that was an outcast, never made any true friends, just some people would be one sided with me. I find that those people seem to be lacking empathy.
>>33863380When I did manage to make a connection with someone once, eventually it just turned out too good to be true. You know one of those scenarios when you think your close to someone and and they don't feel the same. It was mostly one-sided effort coming from me. And eventually they would replace me with other people.
I had many friends . HundredsStill do, but I haven't contacted them for a whileIf you had a friend... that's completely normal behaviorWho I was caught with for example - it was a small reassociation after 3 years or so of nothing as wellMany people get stuck with each other and call each other friendsI could go from zero to a million in a weekend . Make many new friends within a dayYou... at the very most still hang with the same people you met at highschool. Thats just what you are. Thats what you are limited to. Many, mind you
>>33863380You're lied to about everything . I read over most you say, yet you are informed to have a sense of companionship. You're being used to function as their extension. I hope you're being paid for it. I hope you weren't given this role because you had nothing going on for you
>>33863380I tried befriending others but again would be similar results. And not to mention they were toxic too. Noticed recently I have become a bit more asocial, as in I do not have interest in making friends as much as I did. I still want a friend but now I am much more particular.
>>33863393I never really had any great friends during HS. Once I graduated I lost contact with whoever I had.
>>33863412I did only have 2 acquaintances. We had nothing in common and just talked due to vicinity. Once we graduated we all lost contact with eachother.
>>33863398I might of been actually. That particular person was very pretentious. Very arrogant and projected their insecurities onto me. As soon as he realized I wasn't taking his bs anymore he just found people to replace me.
>>33863441>projected their insecurities onto mehow so?
>>33863895It was when they compared themselves to me. Such as when I had more attractive features than they did. Then they would belittle me for particular things.
>>33863912They would talk alot of shit behind my back and make fun of me for small things.
>>33863912>>33863918You are not aloneTry to meditate
>>33866849 Thanks Anonwhat about your experience?
