Should I get a child or something? For example, I should get a job since I'm old and have nothing for myself nor to prove my worth and all that but then again I see how a lot of guys are doing while working and a lot of them are struggling anyways, why risk it? Same with everything. Why do something? I can't care enough, it's seem like a self-imposed duty rather than something I would like to do or want to (like doing nothing at all)Is this the bum-young fuck philosopher thing about Capitalism and being overly active and dependent on economics and magic numbers?>inb4: yurr depressedfuck off
>>33863790I had a friend who felt this way and thought having a kid would give him a reason to live. A year after the baby was born his gf left him and he hung himself.
>>33863798Well, he figured it out then
>>33863790Depressed but not wrong. What you're looking for is satisfaction, satisfaction can only come from goals you set and achieve. You ultimately determine your life. Nobody will give you the purpose or satisfaction you look for. You need to decide what to chase
>>33863790Adopt a dog because cats are for losers and women
>>33863790Instead of trying to inflate your ego, please God.
>>33863790Dopamine drives enjoyment of life. You get dopamine by accomplishing little tasks. You are a zoo animal that has been given everything for free and thus have no desire to accomplish anything on your own. If you didn’t have the drive and the will ingrained in you as a child, and now live a meaningless life of cope and despair then you will likely never find it. If you do want to find real enjoyment out of life then you need to cut the cord and learn to swim. Overcoming yourself and the hardship the world gives you is ironically the only way to meaningful pleasure
>>33863790we live under the antichrist s rule until the second coming . either join the truth that is eastern orthodoxy , or life all your days without reason , idk , kidnapp people , burn stuff , do as much damage as your heart pleases withouth getting caught , idk , dang my post hernia surgery hurting ngl , i hate bad weather now
