No gun is aimed at me literally, but my fate is unfortunately in the palm of an aggressor who happens to be my own dad. Tensions rise from seemingly nothing; like a microaggresion becoming a mountain from a mole hill, going from 0-100 real fast. Threats, Coercion, minimal respect for any semblance of autonomy. You get the gist. Unfortunately I have not gotten enough resources together to get out of my enviornment nor do I have a strong enough support network due to conditioned isolation. I am seemingly stuck on an island with a unpredictable individual. When things get to the boiling point, is there anything I can do to cool the tempature? I get that one should stand on buisness for themselves but it's either my current hell where I'm making money miserably or let myself fall through the trapdoor of homelessness that will open if I continue to defy the malignant status quo of my home. I desperately attempt to negotiate peace and get infront of the bad but my efforts continue to get undermined. Honestly I've considered just ending myself because frankly that would be a easier fate but something in me still clings onto something in this world maybe it's my cat maybe it's my friends. Everytime I interact with my dad it just feels like I'm being held at gunpoint my future and my fate able to go to ruin in an instant over the most benign and petty altercations. Always having to worry about my stuff getting trashed. Always on alert for any sign that danger is coming. I hate this bros so so much.
>>33864862Don't you have relatives you can move with?
>>33865114None in the states.
>>33864862>>33864862Have you tried not being a faggot? There’s a reason your dad doesn’t like youYou need to leave, little cuntThere is nopeace with parasites
