I started doing amateur porn a year and a half ago with my ex after I lost my job.desu it doesn't earn much, not as much as an avg part-time, but with my reduced costs from social benefits it's liveable.I want out, man. I'm so sick of this, it's gross.I just don't know how. The "disability" stamp precludes me from most jobs by default...I'm HoH. I talked to others in the society and most of the guys are some combination of:>Much older>Retired>Supported by their spouse
>>33868491why can't you work in retail or something
I tried making money online, through my skills (accountant with a degree + 5 years experience, art, 3D, video editing) but I got jack shit.I'm so frustrated..>>33868491also to clarify, I asked for a job through the society. Their response was>yeah let us know if anyone's hiringin terms of social benefits I don't actually get any money, just reduced living costs.Financial Assistance (i.e. gibs) would require me to fully lose my eyesight or both my hands... Yeah, even the fully deaf don't get it.
>>33868528why does it have to be online? why can't you work for h&r block?
>>33868525I applied, they won't hire me.Like straight up the moment they find out I'm HoH they just ghost meEven retail would be better than what I'm making rn
>>33868536sue for employment discrimination then. ada suits are a great money maker.
>>33868536>HoHWhat does "HoH" mean?
>>33868559I'm not US based, we don't really get the human respect you do...When I lost my job I actually did consult a law firm but nothing really came of it. Part of it was how I was deemed "Not fit for work" - they described it as like keeping a seamstress with no hands on staff. In the end I just got a paltry severance and that was it.When it comes to hiring, the fact they never outright reject me gives them plausible deniability. I was complaining about it to some other volunteers and they went through the same thing.idk if it's worth pursuing, I kinda doubt it, I just don't have the money for litigation.>>33868632It's a word to describe someone not fully deaf, and can mean a variety of things.I can pick up on loudness okay, but I can't decipher a thing from it.Like, picture the difference between blurred vision and dimmed vision.
>>33868632Sorry, I described it badly...You ever have that situation where someone is talking to you and you go "Huh?" because you have no idea what they said? You know they talked to you, just not what they saidNow imagine that 24/7. No matter how many times they repeat the words never reach properly.That doesn't fall under "Deaf", it's "Hard-of-Hearing"
>>33868491As someone just getting into it with my gfWhy do you want out?
>>33868746lmaooo. your relationship is gonna be over in a year bro.
>>33868491Faste 20 hours a day
oh wait I thought you meant quitting masturbating. Sorry. Uh, yeah basically you have to become a nurse or politician or youtuber or cashier or housewife or something.
>>33868746A lot of reasons all on top of each other.I have to do it with my ex, we broke up for a reason.In fact, this "job" is dependent on her as my "employer".I've had to do it with her trashy camgirl friends too.I hate messaging my "fans", ugh.The pay isn't even that good so I can't make much savings.Despite the fact I'm considered defunct, I still want my dignity.I can never be in a relationship with this sort of workRight now the only thing earning me money is my dick and body, the way I see it there's no future in any of these things
>>33868491last bump before bed
>>33868491Jesus loves you and he cares about you, he wants a relationship with you, but you must turn away and repent of your sins to receive his grace, I invite you to repent and turn to jesus today
