Sometimes I get in this manic, neurotic state where I do horrible things without even thinking. Here are some examples.The ATM at the bank didn't work last week. I was so focused on it I drove over the railing on the way out and almost broke my car.Today. I just trying to open up the Xbox controller usb wireless adapter to add a heat sync. It would open so I immediately resorted to a box cutter and cut the top of my finger almost off and now I'm in the ER to get stiches. This is way I'm making the post.I got a concussion 6 months ago because I saw someone go down a hill on a skateboard and didn't think twice before trying it (I even had a knife on me and had no safety gear).There are more of these but these are the most recent ones. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME. I'm so uptight and prudish I might even be traumatized. If I'm so afraid why does this keep happening? I'm scared it's going to happen again now.
>>33874959I thought of another one. Today I drank boiling water from pennera bread because I was overwhelmed by the menu options. I knew it was boiling but just drank it anyways. It's isn't every day. Just once in awhile I'll have a whole day like this.
>>33874959I don't know what is wrong with you, but there is some kind of mental illness. Go to a doctor, tell them the stuff in this post. Heck, if you're at the ER, tell yhe ER doc why you cut your fingers off
>>33875034I didn't mean to cut it off. I thought that a sharper blade would help pry the plastic open because the screw driver was too big. Then it slipped and cut me. The screw driver also slipped before that so I should have known better. My parents and the doctor said it's normal to make mistakes like that.
>>33875043Well tell the doctor, now or later, about the Panera bread thing
>>33874959Have you tried getting laid? Or maybe having your whole life go to shit?
>>33875227Trust me, my whole life has gone to shit.
>>33874959Try to do things that work your prefrontal cortex. Read some books, learn to play chess or strategy games.
>>33874959Therapy for impulse control
>>33874959Fuck I'm still stressing out about my finger. I looked at it today and it's five stiches. At least I haven't started googling about it yet. Usually I would do that by now and work myself up even more.
