Always I want to stop, then I get horny, nut and get post nut clarity and start again. Is this my fucking sexuality at this point? Is it my sexuality to want my future wife to fuck bbc and humiliate me? Am I just a natural beta male? What kind of cruel natural selection took place to make me have this fetish. Please cure me its been years I am tired how the fuck do I stop. Help me help me help me. I just can't do it, I can't take this shit no more man. Do I have to live with this for the rest of my life?
>>33876155Whenever I see a hot chick I think of bbc fucking her and cucking me it is getting bad. Help. Please. Someone. I have this warped view of love. Knowing I can't reach the posterior fornix I rationalize cuckolding as having my wife sleep with a man who can make her happy. Like I have yo be her and the bulls submissive servant to truly be romantic with her. Be her cuck. At the bottom of the sexual hierarchy. Then I nut and feel massive shame and try to stop this fetish. Then it comes on again. Please help.
>>33876155Just stop watching porn.>How?I don't know. Maybe try to masturbate to girls striping or erotic pictures of women. But you must cease your consumption of hardcore pornography.
>>33876155were you born a cuck into bbc takeovers?most likely nottake a break from the extreme porn and focus on other thingsit would be interesting if you liked being a cuck without a focus on bbcbut since it’s all about being blacked and humiliated, take a break and talk to a professional
>>33876155Pain and pleasure often time ebb and flow into the other. People dealing with painful events sometimes rationalize through it in such a way that the very act that could've caused them pain can cause them pleasure as well. Prominent example of this behaviour is how a woman who lived through sexual assault can often times find sexual acts of similar kind to be the only way they can get off. Similarly, maybe you too are dealing with some pain that made you feel like less of a man or someone made you feel unlovable. Just guessing here, you know yourself better and you definitely know what pain you're running away from. Deal with that. Find out how and why it happened, then you you can figure out how to fix it. Once that's dealt with, you mostly won't find pleasure from something that pains you
>>33876155Its just your screwed up Dopamine reward system. You're trying to get that thrill and dopamine kick you first got upon watching porn again by going more and more taboo and extreme, which is not going to work due to desensitization mechanisms.Just quit porn.
