how do i quit the nagging feeling that the grass was greener on the other siderecently cleaned my life up after a prolonged stint of cynicism and self destruction, and while i dreamed of having a relationship and a proper job and all that, now that i have it i occasionally catch myself dreaming of the freedom of nihilism and isolation and how much easier it is not to care or be responsible for anything
>>33879000Easy, start keeping a diary. I used to be like you. But regular entries in my diary remind me of how I actually felt in the past. Humans tend to forget bad things and only keep good memories. I guess it's an evolutionary thing to not go insane. That's also where the "grass was greener" mindset comes from. Go through your diary once in a while to remind yourself how shitty you were actually feeling at times.
>>33879539good idea, i never think to look through my old diaries but im sure i have more than a few entries screeching about wanting to kms over how i livedthanks for your help
