>>33879926
Hello there stranger.

I would be careful saying your former wife "never cared about you". There is a reason people get married, unless it's under very certain circumstances. We are talking about child marriages or force - more or less the same. There was no doubt in my mind, a spark somewhere at the start. Know you're feeling down, but lets get the facts straight here. Everyone is so drowned in their feelings, that we often forget that odds are iffy when it's comes to vows. No one should be certain that they are still together after 5 years. People have to be realistic about these things. Many problems can arise. Hard times regarding money, disability, loss of a newborn etc. I'm not telling you to "just get over it", but it sounds like she has. Why should she talk about it? See it from her side. It didn't work out. Try something new.

"Screams of... something". Don't know what you mean by this, but there is nothing hidden. She doesn't want anything to do with ya, and the sooner this way of thinking enters you're brain, the faster moving on to another attempt will happen. Also more smoothly not to mention. Stop trying to save something that isn't worth trying to save. "Go next" as they would say in a video game.

>>33879953
When we first got together she told me my role was to just be a summer fling. We then lasted 14 years.
Within a short time she wanted to open up the relationship. Look for something g else while having a safety net. Got mad when I met someone I clicked with and was happy to friends with. 2 years post divorce we still dont fuck.
She told me shes going to start going ot a Baptist church. I told her they'd still consider us married. She said that would be ok by her.
Were going trick pr treating together with our daughter tonight. She was going to be a moth girl and suggested I bring a lantern so she could stay near me.
We went to a concert with the daughter and she grabbed my hand to stay close.
She told me, at most, We were toxic and wanted to kill herself when she was with me. 2 years later sje actually tried and got sent away last week while with one of the guys sje cheated on me with.
Diagnosed with disassociate identity disorder, too... she was.. is... has paper work backing it up...
I have plenty of memories and thing nice to say. I just want to stop hurting, which is just based on loving and missing her

>>33879953
And i did go next
.for 7 months. Nympho cornel grad mensa member Mormon chick into spiritual bullshit and a constructed reality. Couldn't smoke weed and drink at the same time, or listen to grease, cuz she got raped during such and occasion. That was almost 30 years ago. I couldn't keep up with her sex drive. She couldn't keep up with my negativity and dark humor. I liked outside the bubble. She liked her own world. Amazing person, but not meant to be. Stopped living with her daughter when she was 3 and now she thinks shes Trans masc. And she supports this. Id often say she ans nkt them. Almost went pro soccer player, but arrow to the knee deal. Id show her fph threads on fit. She had little to say... Some of the dumbest things ive ever heard have come from the mouths of the smartest people I know.

>>33880000
What a wild ride ehh? Well, guess you got unlucky and pulled the shortest straw regarding that disorder. My advice kinda ends here. Don't know if talking about it would make things better. Maybe find a friend? Sounds like you love talking to other, maybe try it out.

To be fair you seem kinda screwed up too. An absolute pleaser. Doesn't matter if she give no sex, fucks around and ignores, you'll still come limping again. Not trying to be rude or anything, but is this not what is going on? With this kind of patience, it's almost sad that another woman doesn't get her shot. You kinda seem like a catch.