Is there a reason to live if you are 100% you will never date a woman you actually want again? Like of course you could list things, but I mean an authentic motivating thing. My whole family is dead or abandoned me or is estranged. I do art, and it's amazing, I wish I had this when I was young, but it doesn't make the emptiness go away. I tried dating women I just see as friends, but that didn't work. I'm sort of at a loss for what to do.
>>33880462People can recommend you things but ultimately whatever you find fulfillment in is on you.
>>33880474I was afraid of that.
Get a pet, or a stuffed animal. Having something to take care of that loves you helps.
>>33880494Got a cat. Still want to die. I do love her though. Thank you though.
>>33880462what kind of woman do you want?
>>33880504It's okay. I was just talking to chatgpt and realized that all I can do is immerse myself in optimized solitude and mastery. Thanks anon. I feel better. Lifes not many more decades and it's neat to consider what I will be capable of in my 40s, 50s, 60s, etc, if I just train at things 12 hours a day. Sorry to rant. I'm just processing things. Happy Halloween.
>>33880513That sounds like such a lonely life though. Only talking to AI and grinding instead of having fun with friends and loved ones. Don’t you want a friend or something? I’ll be your friend, if you want.
>>33880532I have some friends, but sure if you want to post your discord. I'll probably still do vacations and might see a friend every month or two. I won't be just a robot, but I find when I keep my mind busy or in a state of flow it is easy to stay calm and sometimes I even feel good.
>>33880462I'm sad for you dude. If you want to die just go to psychiatrist this might help you. Send me please your art
>>33880550My discord is foreignaccent. Hooray for friendship. :]
>>33880585I haven't started studying drawing/painting yet, specifically, if that is what you mean.
>>33880462I don't know, maybe women are overrated. Even if you are Chad, they can still manipulate, cheat on you or leave your ass! But video games and exercise will never let you down. A PS5 will always be a PS5. A pushup will always be a pushup.
>>33881342It still hurts that I never got to experience what being normal was like, but yeah. I kind of see your point.
