Need cute retarded autism wife how get?

>>33882940
This

>>33882940
>>33882947
Go to a bus stop, autistic spectrum special girls go there cause they are too autistic to drive. Don't even need social skills, soon as you say you have a car, you in and can take them to all their doctor appointments.

Who here has social anxiety? Who here is depressed? Who here has conflict with themselves? Who here doesn't feel well? Who here has tried to meditate but can't? Who here has tried to meditate and says it doesn't work?

>>33882938
bump

>>33882938
I self isolate because I can no longer seem to achieve any social goals I used to desire, and my failure has lowered my self-esteem. I love myself but am disgusted with myself and think often about how things could have been different. I am studying neurotransmitters and meditation and want to feel better in my isolation. I feel like I'm lovable I just was born in the wrong time. I often think that life is so empty that death would be better because both life and death have no happiness, but death also has no pain.
>>33883058
I will try this

>>33882938
My girlfriend broke up with me over me being an autist bc she is bpd. Yet she had claimed for a year to be an autist herself. Add the usual gaslighting about her emotions being more important than mine. Fucked up bc my mother was the same and bullied and beat me as a child for being an autist. I only figured out recently that the thing that makes me different is le autism. Until then I just thought I had horrible personality lol. Anyways I feeld rained and stressed out what the fuck do I do sensei? Meditation is cool but when I meditated back at home my mother would send my brother to 'check on me' so I now feel like meditation i stupid anyways.

How do I deal with the humiliation of living