i don't feel like a human and i rarely enjoy socializing with people outside of very specific circumstances. i spend most of my day in extreme boredom and i read a lot of books. i also like walking in nature and absorbing its spiritual energy. advice?
>>33886548Die if u want
>>33886572i don't. death would be illogical and would contradict my purpose.
>>33886548Shat circumstances?
>>33886581? uhh tolerable circumstances idk
what*
>>33886589Unhelpful for me and you.
>>33886595i don't know how else to elaborate. what other information would you like?
>>33886548Reading books and walking in nature is cool.
>>33886548Are you one of those people who calls themself a "starseed" or empath or something?I dont' have much advice but to assure you that regardless, you are thoughts and feelings are valid. Modern society is fake and gay and alienating. Your authenticity is a valuable asset, feed, protect and care for it.
>>33886637Name circumstances you liked interacting with people. Dude you are like getting blood from a stone.
>>33886548That's just introversion.
>>33886548You're already winning! Don't sabotage your chill lifestyle. Being a social butterfly is harmful (drugs) and being around people won't make you happy beyond the oxytocin high you will get sometimes.