The lockdowns (2020) combined with discovering /pol/ as well as other alternative outlets and learning the truth has crippled me.Always was an outcast but when I finished high school and went down the self-improvement road I had a plan and hope for the future. I spent 2 days in college before the lockdowns began and both men and women swarmed to me.Weight loss, strenuous exercise, grunt jobs, martial arts, cold showers and austerity beyond normal, all self-imposed for years combined with surrogate and academic education on all practical subjects was my path to becoming what can only be referred to as Nietzsche's Overman.But my will has been exhausted. The veil has been lifted. Reached the conclusion that I am a tax-cattle serf in prison nation where everything human and masculine is either illegal or prohibitely expensive. I can't hunt, I can't own firearms, I can't drive a motorcycle at full speed. Can't be a man. My only options are to drink, smoke, do drugs and gamble. If you keep up on global events you can see everything and everyone has gradually become gayer and more retarded and insane. Consequently I have become more alienated and ostracized.I'm fine with being alone. Fine with nobody remembering or caring about any important conversation. I'm fine with life being cruel and unfair. I'm fine with at 24 never having had a social circle, a woman, real friendship, or any other milestone. I said it'd get better. It's fine. Life doesn't guarantee "Happiness".
>>33896193Your Will never becomes exhausted, u dumb dumb.
Another faggot who's given up before even being alive for a quarter century. NGMI because you refuse to.
not reading all that bruh
try again
>>33896193Do a flip, I guess? Do you want any advice?
>complaining about taxes before you ever pay taxno wonder third worlders are inheriting the west, what a generation of brats
>>33896193>Always was an outcast butbut nothing, stop blaming corona. People were out partying breaking curfews all the time. You were a loner before and you were a loner after.If you weren't able to make friends at a martial arts class, why would it be different at college?>in b4 it wasn't a martial arts gym, it was just OP shadow kicking by himself in his bedroom.
Since OP called it "college" can I assume American? You can hunt all you want, dude. We got people out innawoods stalking bucks right now since it's deer season.
>>33896193finally a person i can relate toread my thread ''i think im dying inside'' with a red skull i dont understand you , I FEEL YOU man we want to get a 6 packwe want to fight bears we want to marry and have children read my thread tho
>>33896193Travel and find somewhere to settle
