How do you get over the fact that you're unhappy and that the positive influence you have on people in your life is minimal?I've genuinely been thinking about killing myself because I think giving away all of my money and letting someone else who might need this job have it would be a better use of my time on Earth than continuing to exist. Every day feels like a stall filled with random sources of dopamine to keep me going but at this point I feel like my resources should just be reallocated.
Killing yourself to put some positivity in the world is a bad idea unless you're literally megahitlerstalinepstein. At best you'll break even, at worst you'll drag people into despair with you and leave the world far worse off than if you were still alive.It'll take a lot more work than killing yourself, but you can give back far more to the world than you think you've taken.
>>33994902>How do you get over the fact that you're unhappy and that the positive influence you have on people in your life is minimal?There might have been a time in my life where I shared the same opinion of myself as you do. Anyway, "thinking about killing myself" is probably the worst option.You can become a positive influence on people and gain happiness, start volunteering. You'll be helping people in need, might as well give it a go if you're thinking about the nuclear option.Time will help you heal and improve, just be patient please.
You're whining about something entirely within your control.Spend that money on a therapist that can help your depressed ass.
>>33995015I think I'd temporarily drag people into despair with my death, but my sizable net worth would outweight it over time by giving them a much better lifestyle.>>33995071I've felt this way for the better part of 15 years. I've tried to be better and help people but it doesn't seem to help with this pain.>>33995082I am seeing a therapist. They've been helpful to a point (likely preventing me from killing myself sooner), but I don't think any amount of support from a therapist could ever really help me rid myself of this feeling.
>>33995015You cannot be Hitler without being voted into powerYou cannot be Stalin without people supporting you in 2025You can definitely be Epstein if you have the money in 2025, plenty of people do it>>33994902I've been priority-pilled recently. All I'm seeing now are people not taking care of themselves, not prioritizing themselves first, and instead trying to find pleasure and worth in others and in giving to others and in investing in others. While placating themselves with masturbation and videos. You wouldn't have written this post if you ate right, if you exercised, if you went to the doctor and the dentist, if you took care of your bills and bureaucratic files you have to submit, if you bought yourself good looking clothes and shoes, if you shaved and took care of your hair and eyebrows, if you cleaned your house today, if you deep clean and organize your environment, if you do laundry. If you take care of school work/work. Taking care of 1 human - yourself, is a full time job. Do that, invest in yourself, and the benefits will come and you won't feel the need to give ANYTHING to ANYONE else or to look outwardly at ALL. look inwards, my friend, please. You got this.
>>33994902Have you ever seen the Christmas movie "It's a Wonderful Life"? Watch it.
>>33995121At this point I feel like I can barely take care of myself.
>>33994902>How do you get over the fact that you're unhappyfind a purpose even if it's only temporary>positive influence you have on people in your life is minimal?live for yourself not for othersbtw what exactly do you expect by killing yourself? nothingness? some sort of paradise?also if you're genuinely worried about the little impact you have on others i don't killing yourself is the way to fix it.we all play small roles in life and even if the impact you have on others is minimal that's still worth enough to keep livingjust do the little you're expected to do please don't kill yourself the world doesn't need to lose someone like youI luv u <3
>>33994902You focus on the strength of your conscious and you enjoy the little things. Maybe instead of focusing on how awful people are, just go do some exercising at a gym to get it off your mind. Let me tell you the reason why you are in the position right now. You never have been challenged by anyone to truly believe in yourself. All that has happened in your life is that you have told people excuses and reasons why you can't do something, and they listened. Had people not listened when you said you couldn't do something, your life would have been easier.
