>me>30/WM>college dropout>work mostly blue collar>ex-con>divorced, separated from my kids>stress of having to play Mister Mom and losing my professional reputation from having to miss work so much cost me my physique and now I'm fat>completely disillusioned>no family left>no friends either>the stress of losing everything I've worked all my life for has compounded into endless decision paralysis>invested tons of money into a family home and businesses that now feel more like cages than anything>keep trying to get back up again and instead just don't care>lost everything i wanted in life and it all ended up being miserableSo what do I do?