I'm in a relationship with someone I genuinely love so much and really care about. We have known each other for roughly 18 months and started officially dating a few months ago. We get along so well and I love them romantically. When we spend time together it makes me so happy.The problem is, since we've been together, I've really missed having my sexual liberty and freedom. I miss being able to have casual sex with other people, which I would do often. The sexual side of our relationship feels kind of lacking and unfulfilling.I know that just suggesting something like non-monogamy would probably really hurt them and could ruin things between us. Nor would I feel very comfortable making them a cuck and obviously I wouldn't cheat on them.I really do love them but for the last month or so I haven't been able to shake the want to meet with old hook ups. Romantically and emotionally we're amazing, sexually, I don't feel fulfilled.This is my first ever actual relationship. Is it normal to feel like this? Is there something wrong with me?
No, there's nothing wrong with you in feeling like that, especially when you're young and horny. Just accept it for what it is and make compromises with yourself, but don't make it a big deal. Just jerk off or something.
>>33998356You will always wonder about what's out there. Love and maturity both involve choosing not to act on the curiosity