My last and only girlfriend was almost half a decade ago, back in college. I never had trouble with the women before, but I think I just liked doing my own thing. But after that relationship ended, for most of the years, I doubled down. I don’t know, there was a lot of shit in my life that I felt that I needed to change, and it just took a while. I’ve casually dated here and there, but really haven’t hooked up with anyone since college. After entering my mid-20s, I really started feeling the urge that maybe I need to lock someone down. It’s been too long since, and I see a lot of my peers getting married. And it makes sense, I'm financially well off, in a field I like, and whatnot. But where the fuck do you even begin? I’ve been so busy with work, and it’s not like I’m back in college, so I’ve resorted to dating apps. Though it feels fake. But even when I think I grab a catch, either on there or when I go out downtown, I keep on thinking that I could do better because I have in the past, or it doesn’t feel like it did back then.What do I do? I feel like I'm doing it wrong, even though I know this shit doesn't exactly just fall on your lap.
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