What have you done with your life?
Sacrifice
>>33999608I haven't killed myself in this modern dopamine addled hellscape yet and that's an accomplishment
>>33999608Shot myself in the head and unfortunately survived. I played down last night and my head slightly dipped below my body causing intense hallucinations and neck pain. Any just god would have killed me out of mercy.
>>33999608How do I not end up like you?
Narcissist
>>33999627This
I've always confronted what has been before me. Sometimes I fail, sometimes I succeed. I am concerned with the path of life, not the result.
>>33999608nothing of importance yetstudying rndoing econ and law school at the same timeplanning to moneymaxx and if we all get replaced by AI I’ll probably go to a monastery or rent myself as some kind of mercenary in a war and go out blasting
>>33999632Go find some train tracks and a bottle of liquor
>>33999719Lived my 20s in the moment and went back to uni for medicine. Feels good desu.
>>33999696This post made me feel better
Masturbate and ejaculate
>>33999743no u
>>33999608In comparison to who? Focus on your own garden instead of making yourself depressed over being older and not having done what people on social media are doing. Get a grip.
>>33999608there's a 2b$ industry with thousands of jobs that exists mainly because of work i've donemany of the people in it are shitheads though, so it's not clear to me whether it's actually been a net-positive to the state of the world
>>33999608Not much. I got a short story published by someone I admire. I hit 1+ million downloads on a mod I made for a game, which felt cool. I could've taken that somewhere, but the weight of people's expectations kinda sent me spiraling. I've been in love. I've fallen out of love. I've done some kinky shit that would make my younger incel self proud.
Just started working up the courage to leave my home state.So... not much of anything really significant.
I work at Burger King
>>34001333Nice, be a good person. Never let anyone or yourself, make you feel bad.
>>33999608Wasted the last five years, i.e. the entire time I've so far been in college. If I knew for certain there was an afterlife, I'd've killed myself, but because I don't think there is, I've got no real option other than disappoint my entire family in about a months' time when they realize I've failed yet another semester.So... nothing, really.
I'm a 34 year old mentally ill virgin. I haven't accomplished anything. I have no hobbies or skills and I find 0 joy in life. I really want to kill myself now. The urge to end it gets stronger and stronger every year as I have 0 hope
>>33999608I have the start of a decent career going and a child on the way. I pissed away most of my early 20s though.
Some things, but I don't really care, when people think of achievements in life, they think of worldly accomplishments, which are of a secondary nature, being there only to satisfy lower needs.The object of my life is to understand the truth. We'll see how that goes.
>>33999608I've done all there is in life other than having children, killing another man and dying. Currently waiting on the last one, probably not doing the other two.
It's kind of like what life did with me.
>>33999608Learned skills, amassed my dream vehicles, and built a buisness with my dad which lead us to buying our first house outta the hood. Life is hard, but it gets better with time if you slowly compound many good small choices. It's mapping that routine and life style then budgeting accordingly that snowballs into prosperity. Just try to never get into debt and stack to the sky.
>>33999608I read a lot and unravelled the great mystery of life, at least intellectually. I still haven't lived the answer, and I don't know if I will be able to. It's really hard. But I am proud of myself for carving a path from total ignorance to true knowledge.
>>33999608I survived 18 years of neglect and physical/emotional abuse.I broke free from a long line of criminals on mh fathers sideI put myself through school and got an hinest job in a field that helps people and makes good money.I found the love of my life early, made deep lasting friendships and brought joy to a lot of people I blew past peoples expectations of me and live a happy life. It's not going to change the world but I'm proud none the less.
>>33999608Not beat any female despite always being rejected and excluded for having been bullied and been 5'9 in a country where the average height is 6'1
>>34006039I hope a fascist goverment will come to power soon so we can purge women
>>34006042Sounds gay
I achieved what I was told qualified as success. Six-figure professional career, wife and kid, house in the suburbs, 2 cars, a dog, all that shit. None of that brought me any fulfillment whatsoever.I’ve gotten more satisfaction out of cheating on my wife in the past year than I have in almost 2 decades.Everything was a lie and the only satisfaction I’ve found is being a degenerate piece of shit.
>>33999608became a father figure for many young beautiful women- from my youth to later adulthood. It's really strange- I thought I was getting into a relationship with them, but really I was more like a dad. I raised them up in ways their real dad could not. Helped them exercise, find simple employment, continue in college, meet friends, discover social media. Its fucked when they meet a new guy, but I was there first. I just wish I could meet a girl that was my real ride or die.
>>33999608Nuttin
very little. I'm so tired of being unrealized potential. my profs and teachers and bosses and friends and coworkers telling me I'm brilliant, just lazy and unfocused doesn't flatter me anymore. time ticks by and slowly but surely I just disappoint more people as I fail to show up, meet deadlines, or complete the most basic day 1 tasks. idk what's wrong with me and it might be too late to find out anyway. I can't stop thinking about killing myself and hoping I start over in some other life where people (and i) don't have such high expectations for me.
>>34000238I'm going to guess that this industry has to do with grifting each other for exits and being brown while selling absolutely useless/harmful product so it's probably bad
It went off the tracks when I was about 10 and nothing really good happened except a stroke of luck financially which unfortunately doesn't mean as much to me as it would to others. Either way in my 30s the light is fading fast, really did my best and tried everything in my 20s when I still had hope but it wasn't enough. I think I have one more swing in me before my time but it's hard to imagine anything working at this point. I didn't think I would be the most terrified at my most stable point in life ever but here we are
>>33999627This +2
>>33999608Things I've done people say are remarkable and should be proud of>escaped filthy hoarder neglectful childhood home>put myself through college>survived a near-death hit and run that took me a year to physically recover from, recovered fully and miraculously avoided paralysis >got a job in my dream field>saved two different friends' lives in different instances>got some of my creative writing published at a small levelThese are all fine but I've never had a virgin partner so I'm shit. Trying to explain this to others has always ended poorly. It's usually >you'll find someone anon>um that's not important anon >you should be happy and proud of what you've done anonWell I won't, it is, and I'm not. I've lost more than one friend due to such arguments so I keep it to myself.
>>33999608I’ve never been the best at anything but thankfully I had realistic ambitions so I have a comfortable job that pays well and I’m content. I look forward to new opportunities for happiness in the future.
>>33999608Nothing. I suffered a lot at the hands of incoherent people or those that are weirdly malicious.Like the freak at the grocery store or the incoherent guy in uber.
>>33999608Oh you know, just huwhite people things.
>>33999608>What have you done with your life?>graduated college, which was surprisingly unfulfilling. I should've taken biology then proceeded to med school >married my childhood crush. We now have a 2 year old daughter, a dog, and two cats.>still renting. Fucking San Francisco is too expensive.>finally healthy and free of anxiety >I can now bench 205 lbs, curl 50 lbs, deadlift 360 lbs>my blood pressure is 110/70. Blood glucose is 95 and testosterone 478Life isn't perfect but I don't have a lot to complain about
>>34008359Its not important. You're being an actual retard. Its Like being scared of cooties. Such a weird dumb hill to die on.Its only important because YOU put emphasis on it, and you only put emphasis on it because someone at some point put it in your head that its important. If no one ever talked about virginity in your entire life you wouldn't care. Maybe whoever told you this mattered was wrong, anon.
