Everytime i feel like i have a chance to get in to a rp with a girl i alw back off. as to why, i think its that i wont live up to their standarts and that ill be cheated on, or not be loved enough. all tho in my 18 years of life i only had a chance of rp with 3 girls. what do i do.
>>33999613First, I have idea what rp meansSecond, you are worthy of love and you need to work on internalizing that. I actually wouldn't recommend being in a relationship until you've overcome your self-esteem issue because 90% of the time it doesn't get better from being in a relationship, the thoughts just switch from "No one would want to date me" to "I know she'll cheat, I'm not good enough, she hates me". So, like, what in particular makes you think you aren't good enough to date?
>>33999675sometimes its the looks, i have been growing my hair out for few months now because i want to change my hairstyle and this big hair makes look bad, sometimes i forget i look better with a haircut, then its the height, hard being a 5'6 and for the most part its the childish personality i have, i dont mean that im not mature, i mean that usually i joke around and act goofy, i cant control it. thanks for the help! that wave of feeling like incel went. it just strikes me once a month.
get outta there and just live
