24, graduated last year in IT, had decent internships, it will almost be two years of not having a job at all, i applied to grocery stores and i get rejected despite even saying im available 24/7, tech jobs? no point in applying. i literally cannot find a job, i have clerical experience, retail, programming experience. there is literally nothing here in texas. its just me and my parents here all my relatives and cousins are in east europe im the only american in the entire family and they always talk about oh how you are lucky with the economic oppurtinity here but there iis literally no job here i applied for everything on linkedin and indeed and there is literally no other listings showing up for me. what do i even do anymore when my parents pass? be a hobo i think its just better to end it all before the inevitable happens i dont even have a social life at all, i talk about wanting to get citizenship in the country where my family is from since i can speak the language fluently and read it fluently but they tell me there is no work oppurtinity there. i mean like what the heeck is the point because every day is the same, wake up, go out for a walk, apply for whatever job there is at this point, and repeat and its always the same rejection response, i literally perfected my resume to be one page going through AI and critique. i have nothing to my name or anyone in my life other than family on the other side of the world.
>>34002628Dont end it. possibly consider to start lying on your resume. Especially lie when you apply for a shit job. Like currently working at wendys or whatever and have no education. Or if theres a city you want to live in, lie that you already live there but can only start on X date. Im sorry youre going thru that but life is full of challenges that make it feel all over when its not. What would happen if you met the woman of your dreams but one day a freak accident happened and she drowned?What if you had a great job and got diagnosed from cancer?What if the woman of your dreams suddenly got a psychotic break, stopped recognizing you and was never the same again? (This one legit happened to me at your age)Reality is for many of us, we got these shit things that make us want to die but things do get better.
>>34002628And why not just join the army in a civvie job or maybe just military in general
>>34002628Just sit back and enjoy the fireworks.World is already over chief, we've been falling for awhile, we're just waiting to hit the ground.
Friend, just breathe and reflect on your life in general, and even if all this is bad, try to get out of that pit; at least try.
