it's all just so tiresome, i just want to kill myself. every year that passes I get worse and worse, i do nothing but destroy other people's lives. don't bother asking why. this nightmare will never end.
>>34006146you just have to want to do something really bad no matter how stupid or massive/difficult it sounds then begin doing it and never stop while hyping yourself up for it occasionally, if you lose your original reason you can always craft another one, that's how i'm doing it and it's going great so far.what are you doing right now like that and did you want to do something like what i said, before you were like this?
>>34006146>i do nothing but destroy other people's lives.this is what my sister says too. she's wrong. also because she thinks this, she makes herself more miserable and becomes harder to deal with than she would be if she stopped spazzing about it.she even said to me once that she hopes she dies soon so that she'll stop being a burden on me. it was pretty jarring to hear that because she knows me pretty well otherwise, so her saying she thinks i'd feel better if she died (when in fact i'd probably take multiple years just to recover) was really strange.anyway. you are probably too retarded to stop spazzing about self-hating bullshit, and will continue to make your life worse because you want to be the most miserable and wretched person in the world. hope god derails your plans though and gives you a happy and relaxed, peaceful life.bless ye.
>>34006146>>34006196oh and also if you didn't want to "destroy other people's lives" then stop worrying about it because you can't undo it anyway, just try to see whats causing you to do things like that and try to stop it however you can if possible, if not possible just become a schizoid don't interact with people and you'll do just fine.
>>34006196cool picture. looks familiar.
>>34006146I won't read your moaning. Ask for advice next time.
