she’s 20F I’m 34M. she’s very beautiful and kind. but she’s stripper and has the kind of life you expect from that: bad with finance, drugs, hoe life.she often come to my place and we fuck like rabbits, unprotected. We also do short trips and dates. The thing is I like the idea of having a kid with her and she is not in any contraceptive method.Even if it’s quite messy, we see the world in a similar way and there is some kind of dd lg dynamic going on that I can see kind of working. We both have daddy issues so it feels nice to be able to express them in a complimentary way.I don’t want to “save her”, maybe I could rise the kid by myself if she gets too messy in the future. My job gives me more than enough money and time. i live in a 3rd world country so I don’t have to worry about cuck alimony, I can navigate out of it easily here. I know this is not ideal for a child, but I’m also messy myself and I do want children. In general I just feel like it’s time. It also helps to see women my age having issues with having babies too late.It feels weird because I’m also dating this “normal girl”, a cute young (21F) nurse. I like her but it feels so boring that I think in the future the boredom will make me snap out of it. I’m also dating other girls but the nurse is so cute and kind that it messes with my head, why can’t I feel the huge attraction towards her?And I dated other strippers in the past and used to fuck with protection even if they asked me not to. Looking back, I feel like I lost a good opportunity and feel sad about it. And this girl that I’m dating now, I even feel more attracted to herAny thoughts? Someone has gone through similar situations? My friends are too conservatives to talk about this so I don’t know who to talk to
in B4 OP catches an STD from the stripper, passes it on to the nurse, adopts the strippers kid and learns that it hates him, steals OP's money, and adopts its mom's hoe lifestyle
