I thought these depressive and suicidal thoughts were caused by adolescence, but now at 22 it's impossible to ignore them. I hate the passage of time. I'm seeing suicide as an escape. Life is truly exhausting, it's simply that, exhausting. I am completely alone, and I will never achieve my goals
>>34006774What are your goals?
>>34006774we resist change, we resist grace, we are accostumed to wallow in our misery bit redemption is always at the door
>>34006774>depressive and suicidal thoughts were caused by adolescenceI'm 56. I've had suicidal ideation since my teens. Learn to live with it. Learn to give yourself the space needed to get past a bout.
It could always be worse. You could be a child brick slave in India. But your life is way better than that. And even if you were in that situation, you still would have the ability to have friendship and love, no matter how bad things are. Those are two things that can never be taken from you, no matter where you are or how bad things are. The only thing that matters in life is people, how you treat them, how they treat you.You can be crushed by the evil in the world or you can work to make it a better place. You can throw a boulder in a lake, or 100 pebbles, spaced out over time. The ripples of every pebble will reach every edge of the lake, given enough time.
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