I don't necessarily feel as if I'm better than anyone else or above anyone else, but I feel like my mind and soul inhabit a specific space which others simply cannot or will not ever reach. I guess what I'm trying to say is "Nobody understands me" though I know that isn't true. 99% of people are not unique and our problems are not only usual but easily understood and quantified. That doesn't mean that WE are understood, or that people really see us for who we are. The me that I feel inside when I'm dreaming, that true inner self. I struggle trying to see that person myself, so it depresses me that no other human probably will either. How do I get over this? How do I learn to love people without caring that the deepest emotional crevices of my heart will remain untouched?
>>34008946Sounds like an unreal problem or possibly that you have a problem that you are unable to articulate. Perhaps changing your communication style helps others see this part that others are unable to see, and perhaps your current way of communicating is reinforcing the distance you dislike.
>>34009115agreed. OP wants to be liked so bad, even his cope falls halfway through.
>>34008946Tell us about the space your mind and soul inhabit
>>34009191I don't know what you're talking about>>34009199I'm talking about my subconscious, that thing we all have.
>>34009235You're not making sense.>my mind and soul inhabit my subconscious.>others cannot reach this place.This paraphrases you. By definition, you aren't conscious of the content of your subconscious. Also there's no spiritual system I'm aware of in which your soul resides there.Try using simpler words even if you feel they lack the emotional punch you need.
>>34009115>>34009245Sorry.. I guess first anon was right that communication may be my problem. I feel like I'm a little worm trapped inside of this flesh vehicle and I have no idea how to control it. Whenever I try to open up or put myself out there it just never feels right. Like I'm one way inside, but for some reason I can't manifest that inner me on the outside. The way that I am outwardly feels like it comes from an external place, so when I'm talking to people I have to almost translate myself because there's a disparity between what I want to convey and what I'm actually doing or saying.
>>34009278First anon here:> I have no idea how to control my flesh vehicle> I can't manifest that inner me on the outside.> there's a disparity between what I want to convey and what I'm actually doing or saying.Understandable. Now the original description of the problem also has enough meat around the bones:> … deepest emotional crevices of my heart will remain untouched?Unfortunately, I am not good at giving advice on this problem, so I won’t try. I have no idea if the next step should be therapy or theater school. Had it been this clear from the start, I wouldn’t even have replied at all. But now I came back to say that I understand and you have communicated your problem clearly enough for me to understand it, I’m just not comfortable giving advice on it due to my lack of knowledge and experience on the subject.
>>34009278Well anon, the benefit of written communications like this are that you can take time to think about what you want to say and how.So, if you wish to express your feelings in text form, now is your chance. No one here can even see your flesh suit so give it a shot.
