>meet my wife in college,>she was 21, I was 27(didn’t start undergrad until I was 24, because I’m a retarded pot head)>wife is super smart, and gets 2 undergraduate degrees(CS) and a grad degree from UofM in bio statistics. >im get some retard degree because I’m fucking high and went to college for the wrong reasons (because I wasn’t doing anything else)(environmental science and regulatory compliance)>I’ve had 3 good jobs over the past 5 years, quit every single one because I fucking hate corporations and being professional. Also, I’m a retarded pot head, that gets angry and rage quits.>meet my wife’s cousin that runs a really successful mortgage brokerage, she says I’m a really good people’s person (I am, but sometimes the mask drops and my unprofessionalism shows )>she is currently offering me a job , but I have the past the test first I’ve failed 2 times now, each time by 2%.(two questions). Im completely embarrassed and demoralized at this point. It sounds retarded… but all I wanna do is learn 3d design and game programming. I just want to make a video game. I always liked being creative, but I know I’ll never really make money from it. I use to sing and play guitar for a band I wrote music for, before college. We sucked, but it was the most fun I’ve ever had. During Covid I started making edm music, but I had to work after college. Now all I wanna do is make 3d stuff and program my game. Basically, I’m a retarded failure. I have no job, so I just do one of my wife’s easy part time remote jobs (she has 3 now) for her (training ai models), walk the dog, and help clean the house. I have no income, and we live off her jobs currently. She deserves better. But I can’t fucking pass the test…
Can you cheat?
>wife is super smartShe sure doesn't sound super smart if she got with a useless junkie like you.>I just want to make a video game.No you don't. You like your fantasy idea of making a video game, but actually making one takes far more targeted effort than you're capable of. Programming is not "type words make computer do things", it's endless technical problem solving that requires a fuckton of attention to fine detail.My advice is, forget about your fantasy dreams and learn some basic fucking discipline while your wife still didn't give up on you. And kick the habit forever if you didn't already.You won't have any success with making vidya, the competition is insane and you have nothing that stands out.
>>34033793You have a wifeYou held jobsYou have aspirations and dreams and the financial ability to execute them without becoming homelessAll in all fuck you homie, you're just a self doubting piece of shit but you're actually really successful, so shut the fuck upI wish I could pay Vidya and eat tendies and be sucked off and held until I fall asleep like you probably do every day All I'd be worried about is what the fuck will happen when she inevitably leaves you, you're gonna kill yourself at this rate, get going and do what fucking ever that makes you happy and makes you moneyt. Game dev student (bachelor's)
