It's even more pathetic to be a failure when you have everything set up for you at birth. My family wanted me to do stem stuff and go to university, so I did, but turned out to be too slow for actual university, dropped out in 2nd year. Micky mouse jobs I had was either bullied or intimidated out of by stalking/physical violence. Tried doing a medical aesthetics program and stalkers started up again when I went to the in person parts, literally had just 2 subjects left to complete to finish the degree. I'd do an online degree, but I can't ask for any more money for school, they'd probably say no now anyways because I wasted so much. I don't know what to do, other than trying to start my own etsy business or learning sewing to make custom things. I have a good business idea but it needs development with skills I don't have and would need ~60-90k. Should I use my little savings to pay for a english teaching license to teach english online? Should I wait until we move so I can maybe look to be apprenticed to a trade like plumbing? What am I supposed to do now? Everything I tried didn't work out. No way am I going to public places ever again.
>>34046693If you have money to live on your own and enjoy your life fuck what people think. I got an unfinished degree and a fully finished trade and I just work security and I love it.
>>34046693Let's pick your brain about an online business. Etsy I tried that didn't workout. Reseller web hosting didn't work out. My parents wanted me to be a software engineer I burned out didn't like it. I had bad social anxiety until I built my body and worked in public a lot. Some guys I know at work still do but I tell them hey they fucking with you they fucking with me. Some guy got bullied at work I stepped in and said you wanna bully somebody bully me and we will see how fast I throw your ass out the door.
>>34046693You must be really cute to get so many stalkersOr maybe you forgot to take your meds?
>>34046723Fuck off leave him alone. I hate these mfers here who always but in and troll. Bro go shit on the street you fucking paki I hate you brown or Chinese or Jewish mfers
>>34046706I'm just not sure what will work. I'd prefer to invest in something that would actually work out. What trade did you do?>>34046715I'm still trying on etsy, even paid for an AI trend tool, but it turned out to be not that good so going to try the more expensive one. I just do print on demand stuff for now. But once I get good enough at sewing maybe will get into making sewn accessories and furry heads/accessories. I'm good at design at least. It's nice to know there's people who stand up for others.>>34046723No I'm average looking, it' just because I accidentally pissed off some freemasons. >>34046734Real tired of "take your meds" whenever I talk about anything that normal people don't experience.
>>34046778>it' just because I accidentally pissed off some freemasons elaborate
>>34049251No thnx
odds are that you are probably schizophrenictell your parents about the 'stalking' shit if you haven't already. they may be better equipped to figure out if you are schizophrenic or not and if they are good parents as you say they are perhaps they will get you the help you need.my mom's schizophrenic so i really hope you get the treatment you need if you are in fact ill. my mom ended up becoming a helpless evil witch instead and i don't wish that fate on anyone.
>>34046778You are your own enemy. Take your meds.
>>34049977>>34049984Kys, not every social issue is schizo
>>34046778Hey Anon, don't worry about pissing off the freemasons. Where I live their just an old men's breakfast club with the focus to do good in the community. Literally the Chamber of Commerce and Rotary club has a higher social standing in my town (with government, medical residential and manufacturing all in one room).You should pop over to your local club and say hi. Most of the clubs out there are retiree's looking for young people interested in giving back to society. Honestly that's what I did, checked out every club in town it was kind of boring. Decided to join the Rotary. Much better cake desu.
It is difficult accepting being a failure when it is not your fault. It is a complete collapse of society. When you’re raised to accept a certain bargain society offers for your time and willingness to follow their rules. Then the society breaks this social contract. How can one thereupon blame themself.
>>34046693>Micky mouse jobs I had was either bullied or intimidated out of by stalking/physical violence.Bullied at work? How? What they did to you?
>>34054554Nice try satanists.>>34057795Don't think it's to do with social contract. I did everything I was expected to, but my family and teachers didn't bother to double check that it was actually realistic. I just wish adults were honest and actually cared about reality. I neet'd for years because after failing so hard and being so used to being told what to do, didn't know what to do after that. >>34058034Physical abuse and demonic oppression. ("taek ur mds schizzle1!" no.)
>>34054554Honestly? There aren't any super secret evil ceremonies with local clubs in my rural town. The most you'll get is singing happy birthday, praying to the lord Jesus Christ and saying the pledge. I've been in social clubs all my life like the BSA and kind of missed selling popcorn and serving pancakes to veterans with my buddies. Getting back into town clubs really helped make friends. If you don't mind the old folk home feeling it's pretty cozy. Perhaps my town is an anomaly or something but I've yet to see any craziness. More whacky stuff goes down on the town council then in the conference room at the back of Denny's. (yes seriously, the Rotary club meets at your local Denny's not in some super secret evil castle in space.)
>>34058494>praying to the lord Jesus ChristPretty sure they're satanists wtf are you talking about?
