I just spent 100$ on a vape mod and pods. I'm gonna return it though. It was an in the moment decision. I just have no outlet and no money to let this pain out, getting talked in the same tone as special ed by friends, professors, tutors, friends of my parents, family, etc makes me feel awful, especially since I'm 23. am I really weak for admitting my feelings? Idk what I could use as an outlet that doesn't cost money or destroy my health. It's not about how I sound and look outside, it's about how I'm being psychoanalyzed underneath by invisible expectations because I can even say anything. I feel like I have nothing.
>>34048217*Before I can even say anything
>>34048217If everyone perceives you as dumb, why don’t you try becoming smart? It’s a better long term solution than using addictions as a coping mechanism.
