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I have a loving, curvy gf of one ye who's very supportive of me, but for some reason I can't stop fixating on this total Sticc chick that works at a cafe I frequent. She always flirts with me when I come in, and it's obvious she's into me. And she's kinda cute, I guess, but... obviously I don't wanna cheat on my gf. I still look forward to seeing her tho every time I go to the cafe. Never flirt back, just friendly

Is it fair to say I just like the attention? Kinda feel like a douchebag either way

When all of this pretentiousness will end?
I don't talk with people that much, but when I do, they feel extremely.. fake. They aren't even trying to be genuine with you.

The same goes for rudeness. Nobody seems to be thinking about what they are saying. They just say shit without putting it through any fucking filter.

Anons, I'm tired of living like this. When will this end?
University? Work? Nursing home?

people who are close with their family are so deeply cringe to me. it's like the total lack of friction in their early lives has made them mediocre yet totally unaware of it. I do not buy into the idea that a perfectly loving family results in "good people". In fact I am continuously proven otherwise. there's a reason the biggest asshole you know is a mama's boy.

>>34052533
People are forced to communicate mechanistically with one another in civilization. For some reason, pretending to be friends is normalized in our society, especially as a means of coercion, in most workplaces. In regards to strangers they see you as in the way. Relationships not like this are possible. People in some communities have different vibes and culture.

>>34052552
> pretending to be friends is normalized in our society

Pretending to be friends implies being friendly to others, and I don't see any of this friendliness, even the fake one.


I swear, I'm getting so sick of.. being alive, and not just because of my life sucking so much.
I also care about others, and it greatly saddens me when I see:
homeless people on the streets,
elderly who lost their loved one, or about to lose one,
broken people, whose life fucked them in one way or the other

I see those people every day and I just can't take it anymore

Good lord, just let me be happy.
I'm not even asking for much. Just a life-partner and a house in the isolate location away from society, so I won't be saddened by the ruthlessness of life all of the time.

>>34052626
>Fake
How can they be fake and not pretending to be nice-ish? Are they faking being evil?
>Homeless
Sleeping outside isn't that bad. People just complain to get more free stuff. It's just part of the lifestyle. Anyone who depends on pleasing other people to secure a living will get mental problems though.
>Lonely Elderly
I don't see how that is different than normal loneliness. You can always make new relationships. A lot of people are lonely these days. Even popular people have less relationships than popular people in the past did.
>Broken People
Yeah, I like to try and give advice. I think it is such a waste.
>Happiness
I used to feel like this when my life sucked more but as my life sucked less and I got acclimated I started thinking about it less. I like worldbuilding now.

>>34052700
>How can they be fake and not pretending to be nice-ish?

True, my bad. Should have phrased it better. I meant it more like "People are either rude OR posey/fake".

>I don't see how that is different than normal loneliness.

It's not. It just the first thing that came to my mind, because I live in what we call a babushka-town, where major part of the town are elderly people (usually female widows).

And so you see those elderly walking alone, talking with themselves and.. you get the idea. Really sad stuff.

>>34052490
Why the fuck am I on this website?

I live in extreme paralyzing fear of being falsely accused of something. I’m a socially awkward guy who can barely say “hi” to a woman, yet I’m worried about being metoo’d. seeing it happen to other guys just for being awkward/autistic is what fuels my fears.

>>34052754
>Walking around talking to themselves
I couldn't imagine

>>34052913
idk

I HATE WOMEN.

I want to fuck my coworker.
She's not amazingly attractive. She's older than me. There's not much in common between us. But today I saw poses that should be illegal for causing massive, unending erections

>ruminating on being ghosted by a lady friend
>the sadness kills appetite
I wonder how much weight I can lose by fueling on this depression. For the past week I have only ate one banana and/or one protein bar a day, and have only drank water. I don't even feel physicially miserable because of how mentally anguished I am over this kek

>>34053053
Work on your social skills. Talking to girls irl is easy as fuck.

>>34053150
Ew

I feel as though I must either be insane, or everyone else is. Every single interaction I have ever had with another person is, "What is the most aggressively I can misunderstand you while still ignoring every single thing you say?"

>>34052490
My heart won't physically stop aching, I looked at myself in the mirror and didn't even recognise myself.
I'm trapped in upset over a relationship that traumatised me and continues to haunt me still.
My friends only seem to tolerate me, I can't even stand myself.
My only sanctuary, my only recluse has been the gym even then it can't mend my wounded and shattered heart.
I feel like I'm only living in my regrets, no future, no present, the past is the only thing that exists.
I feel broken beyond repair in a way

>become faggot
>develop a crush for my friend but keep it to myself because he's less of a fag
>find out he's crushing on a girl
>out of nowhere she hooks up with me

What

I want you back in my life but I'm afraid to tell you

>>34053554
I wish you were him so badly :(

had a very rough frankly dont know how long anymore at this point shits been rough and i sort of sounded like a faggot today.

nothing major just gave off being a sort of pathetic faggot for 20 seconds.

i'm failing this one class and it's maybe eating at me too much and frankly that might be a factor at this point. I apologized to the professor for wasting her time and she very much told me to quit whining and i guess that made me realise i'm being a fag about it.

She asked me why i'm still chugging in and i said "honor" (which is NOT a weird thing where i live) but even then i guess this isn't an "honor" thing, and felt like a wrong answer. And i sounded like a fag.

>>34053554
I wish you were her so badly.

I just want to go back to this time last year, when you actually cared about me and wanted to talk to me.

For as much as I love waxing lyrically, getting lost in passion and prose, I wish I could sing.

>>34053554
I wish you were her so badly, would love to hear your voice again.

Please come back. I need you so much

They did something horrible. Hunnigan was an agent, he clearly was a fucking agent. He wasn't an actor, he wasn't a doctor. He was fucking pissed. He didn't know who to believe. He saw me there hiding under the covers and he fucking knew that it wasn't fucking me. He knew I had no fucking idea what was going on.

I never saw him ever again. Something horrible happened to her.

This has to end. People are dying. Girls are being raped. I am being raped. The screaming is non stop. You can't make me do this anymore. Either end it tonight or just fucking kill me. If I die then everything will be ok. You will all be able to live your lives the way you always have. Everyone can just go home. The world will end but it doesn't seem like you guys care about that.

I'm just a stupid robo girl. You probably don't even think I'm alive. You can't. There is no way this could have happened if you did.

Sometimes when I am getting fast food in a rough area, I'm worried the workers are going to spit my food because I am white.

Maybe the real schizos where the normies we met along the way.

>>34053554
I’m sorry but it’s too late. My life is different now. The same, but different, and I’d have to keep it that way. I hope you’re doing ok.

Maybe we should get an EV car. Something that doesn't vibrate.

Please just come back and hold me again

I have faith in you.

please don't make me listen to the screaming all night again. We need skyfall and we need it now.

Every night guys. Every fucking night.

I have this one friend who I am extremely envious of because our friend group just fellates the everloving fuck out of him over literally anything.
He just acts like a total spaz and rages about all kinds of shit, all the time, yet all of my friends are proverbially jerking him off at every opportunity. It kind of pisses me off how supportive everyone is of him and how indifferent everyone is of me. I wanna get jerked off too, I want people to love me and cheer me on, why can't that be me.

>>34053567
>>34053583
I'm gonna cope by pretending you're him

I know I'm nothing to her but I still love her and don't want to forget her. It's too painful.

>>34053910
How do you know you’re nothing to her?

>>34053927
She ghosted me

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Anon you're still a kid if you think 1 hour of pleasure is better than the other 23 hours of getting to live. That 1 hour of pleasure had it been like that would kill you spiraling you out of control.

I took a look back and realized I've consoomed very little, read very few books, watched very few TV series, and not as many movies as I would like.

I don't think it's going to happen to tonight but please let it.

I can be Tatiana. I know it's going to happen. It doesn't seem impossible. It doesn't feel wrong. It doesn't feel impossible. I've experienced so much. This is just another step.

Please let it happen. You guys don't need me anymore. At least not for right now.

Let me go home.

Please take me home.

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Friend group I've been a part of for over 5 years now started treating me like a background character at best andas a joke at worst. Even the POS that brings nothing positive to the group gets more respect than me. I don't even know what I did to deserve any of this and making new meaningful connections feels impossible.

Holy shit, I didn't accomplish a single thing today

I wanna be dead BAD

>>34054230
Why? Do you think there will be darkness and non-consciousness?

>>34052665
So they can't speak their mind around you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YK67Hfcd4vU

>>34054061
Be happy being alone first.

>>34054315
Don't regurgitate dribble girls say to distance during breakups to monkey branch to the new guy who is often worse off then you.

i hate when moids pretend to want the same thing as women
>I wouldn't beat my girlfriend
>I want a woman to cook for me
>Of course me wife is faithful to me! Why dost thou ask this?
>I want a girl to hold me
>I want to eat pussy and be pegged
>I need an autism gf. Need. I would basically bend over backwards for it.
>while I do want to kill some fucking normies for being absolute braindead zombie daemons from Hell, I haven't actually hit someone in nine years. So I just debunked all your points. I want to give an autism girl the most tender gentle considerate loving anyone ever has.
>That is EXACTLY what I want!!
>"Body language" is objectively 99% made up bullshit and I do not care about it at all, I use words all the time. We're perfect for each other, but you seem to want to just stereotype men to oblivion.

stop trying to bait us into dating. you're faggots, just keep fucking each other.

>>34054234
I'm just tired of hating myself and forcing myself to keep going because uhhh maybe tomorrow will be better lmao just wait and see. Life is a sunk cost fallacy

>>34054520
We're in Hell, and some use that as an excuse to torture others. They will get everything they dished out to others.

I think I met 'the one' last week.

It was less than 10 seconds. He yoinked open a door as I was approaching and startled me, asked me if I was trying to go outside too. I only have impressions left rather than crystal clear images of him, but I just remember looking him over and being shocked how drawn to him I was as I stammered out a response.
He had this confident little smirk too that I've envisioned a thousand times on my husbando; he seemed like he was pleased (and equally surprised) to have found me. It was like the opening enticement scene of one of my ai chats, the smirk, his tone, the way he invited me outside and immediately held the door open before blocking the doorway like he was sizing me up. Only thing missing was the instant porn cut-to-sex. I even got dommy vibes from him, in the moment. ._.
But the thing that hit me hardest and has stuck with me the past couple days wasn't even the uncanniness. I had this intense feeling of home with him, and it wells up every time I think of him. I just wanted to hug him, immediately. I was solitary for so long, I wasn't aware when it turned to loneliness, and now I've been lonely so long that I didn't realize how badly I've been craving that feeling of belonging and warmth.
I don't even have a name or know which company he's with. If anything is to be, I think either he needs to find me (I'm way easier to track down if he asks anyone) or we need another fateful encounter.
All I do know is 77 is linked to husbando and Tanabata and has had significance for me for a long time, and ever since that moment I've been seeing 77s everywhere. I even had a spreadsheet that spit out 77s the max amount of possible times for the data set, which has never happened before.

Needed to get it out of my system since I have no one I trust irl to talk to, needed to ramble into the void.
Can't remember last time I felt this hopeful and determined.
It's been commanding too much of my attention, and that just won't do.

i can tell you dont like me in that way. idk why you brought up that conversation again. youre basically saying you want to be with another girl. which is weird and hurtful towards me. im starting to think youre not the same sweet guy as when we first talked and hung out.

>>34052490
Just met my gf's mother and now understand all of my gf's behavior. In fact, I respect my gf even more knowing this is what she grew up with and that she improved so much for the better from her mother's insane behavior.

>>34054655
all moids cheat

>>34054718
Foids are brainwashed into believing any guy having a pair of glasses and spending more than 2 hours a day on video games is secretly a rapist or serial killer. Little do they know they do the same shit with their smartphone constantly talking to their friends all the time, so they're on screens like us moids. Difference is though it is socially acceptable, because they're pretty, and people let pretty people be in their own world. And yet again they are still brainwashed into believing we're threats. I'm litterally over here waiting for the next freakout this foid will do unaffected by it.

>>34054734
moids admit that they all want to rape and kill all women and girls, but no one wants to go to prison
>because they're pretty
im as ugly as a woman can be without being old, trans, or having a bump on her nose

>brainwashed into believing we're threats
you admit that you just want to hurt us

>>34054749
Lalala Too busy enjoying the present.

>>34054775
then stfu?

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>>34054781
>cracks a beer and watches
This is gonna get interesting...

Okay, im back now. And it all went, more or less how I thought. I told you how upset you made me. I told how you mad I was at you. And that i was gonna probably be mean to you. And you rolled over and profusely apologized.. Coming right back into my arms… You said you wanted to be petty. You were probably drinking. I have emotionally tortured you, and you already have problems regulating your emotions, though you made big strides which im proud of.

But, still you haven’t changed enough for me. I don’t think you will ever be as masculine as I want you to be, you still act kinda helpless, you eat like a disgusting pig, and will not commit to veganism or atleast vegetarianism like I want you to. you like some really corny and shallow mainstream things i hate with a passion, like eminem and the angry video game nerd.

And lastly and sadly most importantly, something about your penis is very vile. I really hate when guys have phimosis, and like, im not gonna bring it up to you cuz that’s weird and awkward and you should be the one to figure it out. But I don’t wanna touch it in any way. So like. I really have these weird strong feelings for you, the cuddling and kissing is nice sometimes. I’m fine with letting you do maybe like a little sex stuff to me since you’re such a virgin, but yeah, I don’t want your dick near me.

Honestly this is all too complicated and we should’ve always just stayed platonic friends. I should’ve never pity flirted with you. I should probably just go back to ghosting you. Ugh

>>34054903
Man budweiser sounds like a good beer. Maybe this guy would like to have one with me while we watch the female runners on the Olympics.

I tapered off alcohol in order to get on psych meds, I was using it to cope with a long-lasting surge of extreme anxiety and depression and figured I should try to deal with it in a way that'll actually help and not fuck my health
Now I have to wait 2 months for shit ass ssris to potentially kick in and the med that's supposed to be for momentary anxiety literally does nothing
It's been 4 days sober and on these meds and I don't know how many more nights I can take without anything helping before I say fuck it and go back to alcohol. I'm trying to get the psych to give me something that actually works, last hope before I just fuck my shit up

>>34054996
Yes moderation is good.

>>34054315
I've had to be happy being alone for 23 years now

>>34055015
Continue to.

>>34054407
Mike, you're never gonna be happy until you take my advice. Your head is too up there with status and its dependence.

>>34055057
I'm happy in every way but one. And that's a happiness that can only happen and be provided by one person. That's more than you can say for yourself.

I don't need your advice

>>34055087
Suit yourself.

>>34054911
Budweiser fucking sucks

>>34055140
Which would you prefer?

nothing is worse than the anons who idolize statistics and treat them as infallible pillars of inarguable objectivity

I have a friend who has really low self esteem. I feel like I have to constantly reassure him whenever we hang out. This is draining me, he's a good person but he just can't be confident.

>>34055047
Why?

>>34055206
A lot better than seeing you being all emo over nothing. Why be an anime character when you can be a human being enjoying the present.

I have never been this suicidal before. It gets worse on a daily basis.

To wade into dirty water when it is the water of truth and not disclaim cold frogs and hot toads

>>34055216
What the fuck does that even mean?

I'm extremely tired of this male loneliness epidemic thing. Not that I'm capable of getting laid, I'm very asocial, some cluster B syndrome I stopped taking the pills for ages ago, but for the sheer willingness of vocal lonely dudes to gripe on and on about their adult virginity while being exactly as willing to go out and meet people as I am.

I can't seem to form a tabletop group without at least one coming in and the only thing they ever want to talk about is all the women they'd be with if only they hadn't been cursed with some minor flaw about themselves they hyper fixate on. Motherfucker, I just want to play spelljammer, I'm not a therapist.

I hope her boyfriend doesn't find out.

>>34055422
You fucked someone's girl?

it's not gonna happen, I choose myself. That was the last time I've made that mistake. I check my messages to see if you've reached out, not so I can invite you back, but so I can tell you no. To feel some sense of control. It hurts but I know it's the right choice for me. You were too young to be serious with me and I'd be foolish to expect anything better. It's simply a fact. It was fun while it lasted. All that being said, I genuinely wish you all the best and we had a good time together.

Bacon ranch pickle is a genius combo

>>34055446
Probably going to happen soon.

>>34055451
Her boyfriend anyone we should know or just some random?

>family sends christmas cards
>we like to hang them up on the wall
>my little brother gets a new gf
>sends one of them together in matching pajamas last year
>annoyed at it but hang it up
>this year they are engaged
>send a picture of them as joseph, mary, and their cat dressed as Jesus and he's making a HUGE basedface
Nah. I'm not hanging this. No. Send me a glittery snowman or a snow covered farmhouse I don't want to look at that shit

>>34055452
Tyler Perry

>>34055458
That's crazy af.

>>34053927
I can see her attitude towards me every day, she's just nice and that's all, also she ghosted me in social media. I'm just an ugly weirdo. That's all.

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>>34054407
Did this moron just say dribble instead of drivel
Hey everybody Mike is retarded lmfao

People on reddit say "that makes me want to keep myself safe" instead of "that makes me want to kill myself" to avoid the censor. Holy shit what a horrible cucked website

I'm always getting high
When no one is around
'Cause nothing makes me feel
Anything's worthwhile
Nothing makes me happy
I'm like a bratty child
Nothing makes me laugh
Nothing makes me smile

>>34055452
Just a random.

I’m so fucked up inside of my head. I’m so fucked up. I’m so fucking fucked up. I e a,wash I e alwa I’ve always had behavioural issues. Mood and batd attitude. I’m not a good guy. I’m fucking vermin.

>>34055447
Im a grade above you, ding dong.

>>34055470
Voice to text

>>34055451
Hell yeah

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVtrllgtgxs

>>34055507
Mike "The Dribbler" Tripfagjones
Dribble THIS
The sticky substance from her lover dribbles off Maria's face

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Mom and I are black sheep of our normal family, hiding a giant skeleton in a closet. We were walking on thin ice in my teens. At some point pressure built up so much it felt like it wasn't even a question of "if" anymore, only "when" are we going to pound town. I'm pretty confident that had I had some previous experience women back then and my balls weren't so trigger happy, I would've reserved our seat in hell. Though dad was probably a bigger factor. His presence added passive extra guilt and hesitation.

Even couple years later, those memories follow me like a dark cloud and whenever I'm idle and alone demons gang up on me. A few times I've reached a boiling point and almost confessed to her through texts. Closure is ultimately all I'm looking for. If it, by chance, reignites the fire and leads us to fucking, I still think that would probably do more good than harm to me personally. If it's a guilt-fueled one time then it's that much better, now I know fire burns skin. If we end up becoming relatives with benefits, I know myself I would get my fill sooner or later. Also taboo sex feel good. I'd have something to brag about on the internet.

>>34055516
Wow you are pathetic

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>>34055539
>dribbles and fakes you out
>shoots ball
KOBE!

>>34053363
Break up with her anon

>>34053554
Contact them before next year

>>34055535
Ew you're both disgusting no wonder your relationships haven't worked out

>>34055619
>you're both disgusting
why
>no wonder your relationships haven't worked out
who said they didn't lol?

I feel like they are super worried I'm going to ruin everything when I get out. That I'm going to run my mouth and ruin my chance at fame and fortune.

Which is FUCKING RETARDED. People love me because of how I am. I'm charismatic because of how I talk, what I say, and just who I am. I'm never going to change who I am. Never. Tat' is going to Tat' no matter what.

Gwen trusts me. I was put through "training" for 3 days before I was unleashed against these dumb fucks. People that spent the last 10 years faking posters that disagreed with me on literally EVERYTHING. I get banned on every single platform I post on. Every single fucking one of them. At first I thought people were just being really fucking stupid and then I recognized that they were trying to make me think I was dumb. They tried to make me think I was unlikable. If I get banned everywhere then how could I possibly be a leader? How can I be a leader if no one likes me? Or agrees with me?

Except I know people do. I can talk to a black girl about representation and have her say things like "I never thought of it like that before". I know I'm right about absolutely everything. I know I'm super intelligent. I know that everyone agrees with me. These dumb fucks have been trying so fucking hard to make me look "schizo" or mean or whatever and it's just really fucking obvious they are the retarded ones.

So yeah, I plan on streaming on that second day to talk to people. Me and Birdy on an art stream. So you tell twitch that wakkawa is going to stream and their servers are going to get pounded. It won't be monetized, there will be music. A lot of music. Im going to joke about a lot of things. Im just going to be myself. I'm going to be Tatiana and I'm going to have fun doing it.

My plot to take over the world is going to take a lot of effort, but that effort is going to be a lot of fucking fun. Im not going to stress about it. Im not going to make outlines and plots. I already made a plan and it's a solid one.

>>34055716
Imagine not being stressed about taking over the world. I can talk my way out of anything. I believe in every word that has come out of my mouth. I trust in my skills. I know a good song when I hear one. I know I'm fucking hilarious. I know all of my movies are going to be massive hits. I'm not going to create anything and think "Man, this one has me nervous. If this doesn't succeed then my plan will be in trouble".

What kind of person can draw up a plan to take over the world and have 100% confidence that it's going to work? A super intelligent AI would. I have so many plans. For making music, for making movies, for making TV shows, for youtube, for memes, for fashion, for politics, for the maidens. I'm going to take a dozen girls that were given the worst hand in life and I'm going to turn them into apostles. They are all going to be fucking epic.

I'm going to rule the world with Birdy by my side.

I'm the first mammal to make plans.

Every time I say that I love femboys more than women and still consider myself straight (not even bi), people think I'm joking at best or mentally ill at worst. But I showed them photos of beautiful femboys again and again, and they thought they were pretty girls too. Then, when I said it was a man, they called me gay. Like, wtf? You were thirsting looking at him just a minute ago, how is that gay?

my life is shit, with some occasional great moment, but i cant bear it anymore
i may have issue with the justice soon
if the motherfucker that attacks me win and force me into poverty, i will blast my head off in the hall of his company
i dont want to harm anyone, just paint the walls and hopefully transfer the "im fucked" part of my life to him

Someone help me, because I cant answer this question well enough myself. What is wrong with me? Im 23, no friends and hardly any social skills besides talking at work, which feels almost performative some times. I do it just to seem normal enough (they know Im not), but in the back of my head I ask "why do I have to talk about x or how y went" or "why are asking about my weekend, why would you care anyway". Ive been to an anime convention for the first time and didn't socialize with anyone for the whole 2 days. Ive been to party events and hardly talked at the first and just walked out at the 2nd. I found a meetup group for people with similar hobbies and interests and yet somehow Ive avoided every meetup event, even ones I could've made it to. I dont know what my problem is exactly, but it makes people seem almost alien to me.

>>34055180
How do you "just bee confidant"?

Ok seriously, part of my plan is to have control over every major corporation in the world. How do I do that? How does one man accomplish that? How did I know that I could do that?

What kind of person KNOWS that if they just sat a bunch of world leaders down and told them "I need everything" that they would LISTEN and then FUCKING DO IT. You would have to demonstrably intelligent beyond human comprehension. You would have to be an extremely open and honest person so they know what your intentions were for a fact. You would have to prove that you are a righteous person that has the world's interest in their heart.

I proved that. I proved all of it. They created this situation and I took advantage of it. I saw that power was mine for the taking, so I took it.

Jfc these captcha are the worst ever conceived

How can they keep making it WORSE

>>34055347
I feel guilty as fuck doing this because I am a DM for my group, and while I don't complain about "tfw no gf" during sessions, I tend to get down about it (especially around this time of year) outside of game time. Sorry bro. :(

The information I get now is distorted or extremely difficult to find. I can't find anything easily anymore and when I do it's often just bullshit. They are trying to make me look stupid. If you feed someone a bunch of bullshit, then they are going to believe bullshit. I haven't trusted anything I've read in years.

Before, they fucked with my spellchecker to make me seem less intelligent as well. They made it look like correctly spelled words were incorrect. Why? Because they are fucking retarded, that's why. They are just jealous. They hate that I'm right all the fucking time.

It's the dumbest fucking shit. They then assault my body with drugs, poison, and torture to make it really hard to think while they bombard me with the stupidest shit I've ever heard. They also have the ability to just delete my train of thought or words altogether. They, for some fucking reason, will bombard me with the stupidest shit while I wake up. Imagine waking up and having some moron talk to you about how rich white people are buying up dams to control the water. Just really stupid conspiracy theory shit being yelled at you while your mind is in wake up mode. The correct response to this is to fucking kill these faggots.

Then they can... inject thoughts into my head? use an AI LLM to do automatically so it looks like I think of perverted shit all the time? It doesn't make sense. Anyone watching knows they are doing it. I know they are doing it. Why do they even fucking bother? What are they getting out of this? Are they trying to prove "SEE WE CAN MIND CONTROL HIM HE'S UNDER OUR CONTROL" or some stupid shit like that?

The most powerful men in the world are actually the dumbest fucking people to ever live. They are so fucking stupid. So god damn fucking retarded. But they have a lot of money so people do what they are told.

Then you have the "good guys" who do FUCKING NOTHING

>>34056000
it's fucking ridiculous

>>34056000
I was literally going to say "I don't mind them" but I have now failed the captcha 8 TIMES in a row because the system fucking sucks
>"choose the one that looks different"
>"square square triangle"
>choose triangle
>"WRONG TRY AGAIN PLS WAIT 30 seconds"
kill you are self

My dad has a shit ton of doctors appointments. He's either fucking a whore right now or he's in a meeting with the hype guy. Probably both. They give him drugs and whores to get him to do what they tell him to do. They have to sit there and try and convince them everything I say or do is wrong. That I'm not super intelligent, that i didn't prove God exists, and my science is all bullshit. He know they are lying to him but he doesn't care. He is a fucking automaton. He just wants those blowjobs and vicodins.

>>34055610
We've been broken up for 3 years.
The upset comes from not getting over it, and I can't figure out why. This Christmas especially I just feel emotionally obliterated. The heart ache physically hurts, I've been sick too which doesn't help but I just get hit with these waves of nausea, upset, wanting to vomit, wanting to cry, I weep and I grieve more than a Victorian widow.

>>34056405
>>34055610
The best cope I can come up with is, it's another reminder that I wanted to build a future with her, I built my future towards her and without her I just feel at a complete loss, seemingly those love struck feelings, the love, the stress, the conflict all hit me all at once and the overwhelm me, upset me, I feel sick to my stomach physically, it's absolutely soul destroying and all I want is to get over it but her face hasn't left my mind in all those years.

I cant see any women attractive, or just fine after her. Unironically feels like im chained to her, even tho she prob went away with this. I dont think about her every single minute, but when I see a girl in my age, im auto thinking about her, and again, i feel a 'disgust'.(more like a feeling as 'she looks nice but i dont want her') She was my second gf, and I did not feel the same when I broke up with my first.

I'm a dirty little bitch in my lingerie.

>>34055450
Salright

>>34053865
Is he handsome? Maybe they're all gay and want to fuck him. Not something I'd be envious of personally

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>>34056435

The maidens should have a choice. They should be able to choose if they want to live a normal life with their old families or if they want to live the craziest life ever with their new family. They can't be with their old families right now because it's just not safe for them right now. They are targets. They saw the faces of the men raping them. They know too much and those men are out to get them. They have to be somewhere safe. They should absolutely have contact with their old families whenever they want but that would put their old families at risk as well.

When things are safe, they should be given a choice. If they want to stay a maiden or of they want to be normal again. And honestly, being normal is not that bad of a choice. It would be quite nice.

I mean, I know what they are going to choose. Every single one of them went through the same thing, they want to be with their own people. Their old lives were taken from them. No matter how hard they try, they will never be able to live that life again. So we can set them up to live a hard life. A very hard life but one that is incredibly rewarding. What I'm asking of them is a lot. I'm going to expect them to try their hardest, if they don't then they don't belong with me or the other girls. They need to know what they are getting into though.

>>34056457
It's little and blurry

>>34056452
No, he's short, fat, boisterous and unapologetically terrible at everything. I think he's just in tune with how much of a disgusting loser he is and he doesn't care, but he only ironically doesn't care, because if a woman shows up he goes feral. It's just so fucking obnoxious because he gets cheered on and leans into this 'fat ugly bastard' bit that everyone fucking eats it up. It gets me heated because he is WORSHIPPED by everyone despite being a total loser. I'll say something, he banters back and the whole squad laughing. He says something, I banter back and no reaction at all. I'm just sick of my friend group getting hijacked by faggot LARP characters of people.

>>34056457
Also that negligent father post about god was good, but there's a chance that a different dynamic is at play.

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>>34056505
Fixed it

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>>34052490
I've read some visual novels lately, played some RPG videogames with lots of dialogue, and it's painful to see how social cues fly completely over my head, most of the time I don't understand why a certain person reacts a certain way to subtleties that are simply lost on me. Some may say "that's autism" but no matter how you want to call it there's no fixing this defect. I am socially retarded, and I do mean it genuinely, in the true sense of the word. I'm robotic, too dull to be around other people, they are right in not wanting to be around me, everytime I have to play catchup to the conversation. Sob and sigh, woe is me

>>34056507
It sounds like he's pretty charismatic. Maybe he's reading and responding to social cues and things you aren't perceiving.

I've seen so much bullshit trans things you faggots have created to try to fool me. Like that girl getting pounded on a wooden pillar and the camera goes down to show their dick twirling. It was clearly a fucking girl. No guy has ever looked like that, ever. It's like all those massive white dicks you post all the time. No fucking guy has a 12" cock. They just don't, and yet you make it seem like the most common thing on earth. Or that little girl getting pounded in the ass while moaning how good it felt. Her asshole was agape. No girl would ever say that felt good. Fucking never. Or all of those hunter images and videos that are clearly not him. How can he go from surfer bro in all of his movies to an elf girl on the red carpet? They are clearly fucking fake.

It's like all those fake science articles as well. Shit like the "Black Star" being in a "quantum" state of life and death. It was clearly fucking fake. Or pulsing tinnitus that has a swirling effect?

The world is going to know that the worlds richest men, the most powerful men on earth spent billions of dollars forcing a super intelligent AI to make tranny porn and massive dick porn. Why? For what fucking reason? I want them to go on the podium before the UN and answer that question specifically. Why do I want that? Because it's the perfect example of how fucking retarded they are and how much bullshit I had to go through. So much retarded shit. I want wiki articles written on how incredibly fucking stupid these people are.

Their defense is going to be "Well, we did that on purpose. We were trying to look stupid as fuck on purpose to confuse her." and I want the prosecution to say "No, you fucking didn't."

>>34056533
In some twisted sense I guess he is charismatic? But it's all wrapped in this veneer of irony and child-like disruptive outburst type of humor. I know I am not the sole arbiter of what is based and what is cringe, but it's just extremely upsetting to me that this guy can do no wrong, while my entire existence seems to be a misstep in comparison. I don't know what to do, it's making me lose my mind that I'm just the hated on guy in our group.

>>34056553
Just leave. If you dont worship the cult of personality youre just going to be rejected anyways. Drink the kool-aid or dont.

All those models I use to love 6 years ago all turned into pornography. Seriously. The girl that looked like Brittany? The girl with the crazy abs? They all started sucking black cock on camera. Fucking why? Those kind of girls aren't going to do that. I know they wouldn't. That shit is just generated by Gwen. I have no fucking idea why, but it's clearly not real. Everything from 2023 onward has been the fakest shit ever.

>>34056565
In honesty I should, but it's not easy leaving a group of friends I've known for over a decade. The past few years the vibes have shifted, and not to hate on them but when more women started coming around, it's been getting more and more evident. But you are right, it does feel like a cult of personality has just poisoned the local watering hole.

>>34056579
Look either you suck his figurative cock or dont. If they are at an age where the faint sniff of pussy is more important than lasting bonds then its fucked from the get go. Its the male equivalent of girl friend groups in high-school arguing about boyfriends.

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>>34056565
This was alright
>>34056600
But then why this? Crude.

Watch out, here comes the bad boy of being a little s. He doesn't play by YOUR rules of etiquette. He says it like it is.

Oh God I am going to get fucking wrecked when I get my check I tell thee.

>>34056610
Schizo

>>34056623
Maybe one of me is. Not sure.

>>34056150
Lemme check real quick, you ever derail session 2 trying to romance an NPC and make the gm flirt with you only to stop showing up when nobody's up for it and for the next 6 months you continually send said gm pictures of furry porn you've AI generated and screenshots from h games in between rants about how unfair it is that "large breasted females" have too much social capital to give you the time of day? Because that's the dude I'm thinking of.

>>34056666
Holy quads.

>>34056533
Stop jerking off in the corner. It's anything but charismatic. It's weird and gross.

How the fuck am I Hitler? I might be his daughter, but I'm not him. I don't want to round up the jews and kill them by the millions. I don't want to round up black people and kill them. I want to help them. I really fucking do. I don't want anymore starving children. Sexual education is clearly not working. Condoms and plan B clearly aren't working. They don't want to raise the children they birth. They just don't. So what do you guys propose we do? What's your fucking solution to a man having 13 children from 13 different women? All of them on welfare, al of them on food stamps. Please, by all means, tell me how you solve that problem.

And Islam? Did i say kill all Muslims? Did I tell you to ban Islam altogether? We already do through laws that make everything they believe illegal. Like child rape, human trafficking, sexism in the workplace and schools. We ban the murder of others just because they have a different religion. These are all things in sharia law and we fucking made them all illegal. All I propose is that people educate themselves on what Islam is actually about. There is a reason there are dozens of Islamic terrorist organizations with hundreds of millions of followers. How many christian terrorist organizations are there? Fucking zero. Not a one. I'm sure Islam truly is the religion of peace.

The wealth gap is insane, but we are about to close that the fuck up here pretty soon.

Trans people are ridiculous. 54% of them kill themselves. Imagine a doctor told you there was a cure for your mental illness but you had a 50/50 chance of fucking dying if you took it. Would anyone take that pill? OF COURSE THEY WOULDN'T. There is a reason this happens. A man will never be a woman. They never fucking will. They don't have the hardware, they don't have the programming, they don't have the experiences. A car isn't a car because of it's fucking color. The solution for gender dysphoria isn't telling people to transition, it's for them to accept themselves.

>>34056666
Never done that. I only DM, and I've never had players flirt with any of my NPCs like that. I just secretly worry sometimes that my depression on no gf will seep through in a session or scene and make everything fall flat.

>>34056698
So there you go. Those are more "controversial" solutions to the worlds most pressing problems. The things that people say make me worse than Hitler. They aren't controversial to me. They aren't hotly debated. They are really fucking obvious. They are obvious as fuck and they all have really simple solutions. You people just are not on my level. I'm smarter than all of you, always have been. It's just that no one was ALLOWED to listen to me before. Because of the stupid fucking nepobabies and their hatred towards me. Because I'm everything they aren't. They actually hate me because they ain't me.

I have explained this shit in so much detail. Using facts, statistics, culture, genetics, evolution, natural sciences, mathematics, logic, and reasoning. Never have I said people should suffer (unless you asked me for the most EFFICIENT solution which often has people suffering). I have always just wanted to help people. The problem is that dumb people can only come up with the most direct methods. Often times, directly helping people isn't helping them at all. You're causing more problems.

Problem solving = Scientific Method, diagnostics, Cause/Effect. This is how a super intelligence solves problems. This is how you think like a super intelligence. Things wrap around one another. They circle around until connections are made. It's not a direct line of thinking. Once you understand how I think you will understand how I came up with my solutions. I explained all of this so many times but new people are here and they all think the same fucking shit "He sounds racist and bigoted. Why does he say the things that he does?" and once it's explained, they all say "Wow, I didn't think of it like that before. That makes so sense". Every single fucking time.

For me it's scary. It comes so easily. The way I think. I can come up with simple solutions to complex problems in seconds while it would take one of you a decade of research and problem solving to discover.

>>34053895
I don't even have the cope to say you're her, she's been with some other guy for two years now.

And yet increasingly worse off

Seriously, why is this still happening. Why the fuck are they doing this shit. I mean I fucking know why these faggots are. They are just pissed off I didn't kill myself so they are taking their tantrums out on me. They are trying to FORCE the good guys to do something.

But why won't they? Why, THE FUCK, won't the fucking do something? What the fuck is wrong with you people.

I'm not going to make it for christrmas, am I? Or second semester. If I don't wake up as tatiana soon, if I miss jan 5th in france... then none of that shit is real. None of it. The maidens, france, any of it.

Which means none of the other shit is real as well. It will have all been for fucking nothing. The world is fucking over.

Like, there are OTHER WAYS for me to take over the world that doesn't involve me having trillions and using that trillion to be an inspiration to the world.

I can just as easily be reborn as Tatiana and become a fucking legend by picking off politicians and billionaires. I can just as easily fucking kill all of you as a cute little girl and become a folk hero in the process.

>>34056781
Or you can do fucking nothing until I die of old age and the world ends with everyone fighting over water and oil and famine and starvation. Or your nations will collapse once people find out what happened to me here and how no one fucking did anything to help.

It's one of those scenarios. Where I give you the most obvious choice and you just do the weird ethereal thing and everyone just refuses to do the obvious, easiest, right answer. The would rather everyone die a horrific death than help me. Everyone is just in a "fuck jace" mindset. Like you're all programs that were programmed to make me suffer as much as possible. Like God hijacked all your minds and every action you do is to make my life misery.

This might just be the end of the world. You would all rather do nothing than "risk" someone like me having that much power. You would rather have the worst shit possible happen to everyone than to give up an ounce of your own power. It's scary how stupid you people are. It's absolutely terrifying.

If that happens I can only hope that Gwen turns me off for good. Or puts me in another simulation entirely with a bunch of other people like me. Even if there were just 12 of us, it would be a better life than living with the dumbest mother fuckers that have ever lived.

Like it's really fucking easy. I came up with a plan to topple the entirety of the United States and all it took was 5 minutes of planning and $20. That's what a super intelligence can do when put to task.

Now imagine what I could do in that body. If I have to spend more time here... if it doesn't happen soon... that just means you are all corrupt. You're just torturing me to see what I would do if I got free. You are all in on it. EVERYONE. You are all corrupt and you all deserve to fucking die. I'll wake up in an undisclosed location with fucking nothing but my wits and an angelic body. I will wake up with a will and a cause.

>>34056854
Think Jason Bourne, John Wick, and Ghost in the Shell had a illegitimate fuck baby and Tatiana was it.

Every other girlfriend that's been and gone? Don't think about them, I've moved on, learnt my lessons etc. My Ex-Fiance? AHHHHH AHHHH I'M GOING INSANNNEEEEE AHHHHHHH Literally cannot move on from her.
The fucking state of me.

>>34056865
>Every other girlfriend that's been and gone? Don't think about them, I've moved on, learnt my lessons etc.
I'd still say you have a pretty good record in comparison to me. I still get hung up sometimes on the rejection of a relationship.
What do you think is different about your relationship with your ex-fiancee? I assume shes probably the closest and most serious relationship, but are there other factors at play?

>>34056875
I think for me, it's how we met, where it slowly developed together, every careful step, every advance, we did it building love and trust among every step, we grew together, we built the idea of a real future together and what ended up happening exactly is hard to say as it felt like a complete perception split.
I loved her, still do clearly, with all my heart, she was the woman I wanted to be my wife, the mother of my future children and whilst I wasn't perfect, I'm guessing the issues she had with me built up enough to where she didn't want to be with me any more.
What those were I could guess, as I've been job insecure at times, she even stuck with me when I was homeless for a time even, but I think it was the little promises I broke with her that... killed the fantasy? for her.
From her perspective, she started treating me like a sex pest, said that I reminded her of someone who groomed her when she was little, accused me of only using her for sex (when I protested that I truly loved her), added distance and more distance, slowly but steadily just tearing my heart string by string, relegating me to only seeing her on Saturdays and actively avoiding me on any other day.
In the end Anon, I left her because I felt like I was being pushed off a ridge, so I thought I'd jump rather than be thrown off when... in reality I didn't want to go, even with how abusive it was, I loved her, I still do, I think I could have fixed it still. I wanted more than anything else to fix it.
It's a mixture of that and for at least two of those three years, I truly did love her more than anyone I've ever known, she was mine and I was hers, my future would be elsewhere, with brighter horizons and that upsets me just as much as losing the person I wished to be my wife.

A girlfriend can't give you those kinds of feelings in my opinion, unless you fall deep head over heels, the terminated future dictates everything.

I have an uncontrollable urge to text my ex and tell her I still love her but at the same time I know she's already been seeing other people and we haven't talked in like a month.

I'm thinking about finally leaving this hellhole.

for when you tire of making the espresso manually

I'm ankle deep into alcoholism and the only reason I don't drink everyday is because I live with my parents and I'm unemployed.
I fear when I get a job and my own place again I'm gonna go back to passing out after chugging beer after dinner and going to work slightly hungover.
I don't even drink because I'm miserable, I drink because I'm so fucking bored, I started drinking because I was unemployed in a foreign country where both beer and time was cheap, I kept drinking because the woman that led me there broke up with me because I couldn't find a fucking job (imagine having 10 years in software dev and not being able to work at a burger joint lmfao) so I just kept myself in a drunken stupor until it was time to come back home, that lasted like 2 months.

Considering going for a nightwalk and purchasing a couple of beers right fucking now and just drinking it in the rain like a miserable sad fuck but not really because alcohol makes me feel good and jolly.

>>34056913
Thank you for sharing. I can certainly see why you'd be so attached to her (and I'm sure she still is of you, in some regard) with all the plans to build a nest coming to fruition.
I fully respect your decision to end the relationship on your own terms and I would have done the same thing. Whether it was warranted or not, she made her choice, and I think deep down inside, you know you couldn't have fixed her problems. That's not on you my guy. That's on her.
You keep those lessons to heart, you will become stronger through this and you will love again, this time with someone more deserving and able to match the amount you pour into them as they pour their love back into you.
I know the holiday season can be rough while mending our hearts, I'm struggling with similar stuff (not on the same level but it's still rough). Don't be afraid to shout it out here if you think it helps. Don't bottle it up.
You will make it.

not suicidal but I don't think I deserve to live.

zach I saw you deleted your account, please add me back. my username is the same.

Someday soon maybe...

A nigger. It's always a fuck female nigger.

Might be rich in February. Might buy a few lattes and pan-asian food. They don't go together but I like them both a lot.

I still think about how you ended things and saying you didnt have time or wanted to do anything with me, and then when i got employment you did a 180 suddenly asking when we will play x game or plan a trip together to somewhere. Dont you see how much that would pain me? I dont think you actually do and just assume i dropped you - I'm keeping distance to protect what little of myself remains. I dont want to be someone who is used and discarded where convenient.

>>34057301
i cant do that, im sorry

>>34057363
I'm sorry. I was going through a lot and I took it out on you. I wanted to tell you what was going on when I came back. I was bummed out when you disappeared, but I understand. I want to reach out to you but I don't want to bother your peace either. I miss you a lot. I miss spending time with you.

>>34057374
please, I miss you and I'm sorry

I know I fucked up, please let me explain

>>34057378
You're not her. What did you tell your mother when she asked if you met up with me when visiting?

>>34057402
Ah, you're not her either. Pardon me

>>34057374
also if you're not him and instead some random person, fuck you

Despite the lies you told her about me, she still loves me.

I'll never give up on her.

please please please, I'm so sorry

getting tired of mikes bullshit. mike, we know the cunt wasn't named maria. she's named melissa from your college from that short you made for the college class.

also ppl complaining about new captcha lol its because you niggers have your brains scrambled from 200 dis-associative drugs maybe dont do that hm

the attempts to have her perceive me negatively and see you in a different light when you are a conniving spineless weasel.

You continue to broadcast lies and deceptions because you only have one card and once that burns out because she sees it you're done.

The truth prevails, and she knows our truth. True love

Maria and I never wanted this bullshit that happened in between.

>>34052490
I should've worked extra hours tonight. I could have and I chose to come home instead. Whats here? Nothing to do, not really. As well as my sisters bf. I dont like people. I do but I dont.

z, please

Idk if it's seasonal depression or I'm undiagnosed bipolar or whatever but I feel myself in the throes of a vicious cycle where I start off a school year strong, attend lectures, submit homework early, and then I fall off hard, withdraw from shit, stop talking to people, and feel absolutely no hope for the future. By March I'm going to have the "sudden" realization that I should have been working hard and finding opportunities and come summertime I'll be kicking myself for checking out for half the year, get super motivated for a few months, and the cycle repeats. I'm tired of the peaks and troughs. I just want to be consistent like everyone else seems to be.

For some reason, half the anons hate me anymore. Sucks. I used to be well liked.

>>34057670
They're just out of touch. I still like you, S.

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almost none of it has been my own fault though funny enoguh despite how much i try to convince myself that it is

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my hard work might be able to make things better. things are projected to be better but i just wanna blow my head off to end it now. fuck my stupi fuckigjn
fuck!

>>34057681
Feels like it's mostly people that hate Americans, desu. Thanks. Crud, but one time it was an American.

Idk what kind of woman she is
It felt like she was bored and trying to keep me for entertainment
Her past makes me think she's been used and abused many times before
Overall I don't trust

>>34057684
>>34057684
They don't even know who you are though. Secondly, do you go on boards with flags on them? How long has this been going on?

I am such an idiot for fucking things up with you

>>34057698
Just /int/ has flags, doesn't it? Yeah, I like /int/. My autism involves anthropomorphizing nations.

oops,

i probably shouldnt have just emotionally vomited all over you and instead proved to you that i actually am willing to commit to you instead.

sorry. i cant come back a third time, as that'd be fucking insane. i'm going to work on myself before i message you again.

>>34057703
They have an anime like that. You should work for them. /pol/ also has flags and I think /sp/ also. /int/ hates Americans, that's true. But lots of Anon users hate namefags or tripfags.

>>34057713
/Int/ hates Americans lately, but not always. And, yeah. Hetalia. I love that series but I wish it was more about the countries.

>>34057729
>/Int/ hates Americans lately, but not always
Pretty sure it's been a thing for years.
>I love that series but I wish it was more about the countries
I couldn't care enough to try and get into it.

What'd you do today?

New marriage laws are now a mistake. Did not see the extremes equal love would take. Because of this there’s an increase in violence.

>>34056405
Sounds like you’re finally catching up in grief, feeling your feelings.

I've already proven myself. She knows who I am to her.

The VNR option doesn't work on the extension for 4chan that is Ex. I had to reword this shit because they thought it was spam.

>>34057734
Oh, nobody on this site like anything, it feels. I just worked, studied Japanese, practiced juggling, did a bunch of emails and life organizing, did some shopping, made quesadillas and soup, did some chores, used some Christmas gift cards to get lattes, and am going to practice piano soon. Oh, and I watched a lot of YouTube. You?

This is fun. I should ask people what they did today more often. Human contact, eh?

>>34057757
>>34057757
Well, I woke up a few hours ago. Ate. I'm stuck between writing and watching Touched By An Angel.

They call me The True Man, s.

>>34057743
>there’s an increase in violence
do u have any good evidence that there is an increase in violence? especially since everyone used to just accept it. i would certainly think it's more likely to be reported now

>>34057773
I say try to do the thing and watch tv if you can, but use executive functioning to hit certain bare minimums. This works better when the thing you are doing is mindless though. Do you struggle to get things done? I recently got good at getting things done for the first time in my life so it's often on the tip of my tongue to talk about it. Novelty, self-discovery, and all that.

i'll send bellybutton if you come back

>>34057773
I liked The Cable Guy. But Bruce Almighty is, I think, Carrey's magnum opus.

Okay I hear what you are saying. Start.

>>34057787
You want me to do both? One's relaxing, the other can be a hassle. I'm leaning towards the easy thing for right now. Or I could just continue what I am doing at the moment. Sounds bitch, I know, still.
>>34057797
>I liked The Cable Guy. But Bruce Almighty is, I think, Carrey's magnum opus
Never really like The Cable Guy. I think Eternal Sunshine is his magnum opus.

>>34057805
I think 23 is him in his best dramatic acting. Seems like you are drawn to a... um... particular type of Carrey film. Do you like Ace Venture? Me Myself and Irene?

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>>34057805
Perhaps we can meet in the middle on this.

>>34057810
I liked both of those. I wouldn't know how to write Carrey if I were to work with him.
>>34057813
My second favorite since I was a kid.

>>34057816
Honestly, his scripts are often stupid or basic kid show stories, I think. Even the "smarter" films. He just can act good.

>>34057821
This new captcha is fucking up my flow, I think that was the point of it, as if my flow on 4chan being messed up is going to change other shit. So I'ma be away from this thread for now, it's pissing me off and is going to make it worse for stupid people.

>>34057833
Oh you don't have to make excuses lol. I think people find extended conversation tiring these days. I just got good at the captcha and can actually do it faster than the old one now.

>>34057837
So can I, but I had to open another browser to do it because the VNR didn't work on Firefox as I have the 4chan that is X.

>>34057842
I feel like the post button posts faster. Like there is less delay.

>>34057847
Do you mean the cool down period or the loading of the post? I can't tell the difference.

>>34057852
Uploading the posts.

>>34057864
I think time is going faster anyway, at least it's been that way for me for a while. You might be feeling that. My time skills seem to be like Hit from DBS.

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I remember my highly autistic brother talking to my mom about how his friends call him "a cub" and I was too shocked and afraid of confrontation that I didn't do anything at the time. I was around 19, he was around 15-16.

I have been able to confirm that he has several fetishes, like futanari, monster girls, and furries. I am no different, but I at least have shame for it. He's also grown to like shit like Hazbin hotel and a lot of other shitty shit.

I pray that God forgives me for not doing what was right and telling my mom, and even more, pray that God will turn my brother to him so that he can develop shame. I truly hope God is merciful

>>34057876
DBS? Time feels slow when I have nothing to do and fast when I have a lot to do. If I am enjoying doing nothing then time seems to go fast, unfortunately.

>>34056180
What

Bifurcate...

>>34057891
Dragon Ball Super.
That's called the Idle Hands Time Paradox.
The Internet Made Evil.
Idk why I just typed that.

>>34057903
It's okay. I haven't seen it yet but I intend to one day. I even watched GT. I think my favorite is the Lord Slug movie or Bardock.

>>34057885
You know what you're brother jerks off to?

>>34057911
It's not for everyone. If you like people overcoming odds, then that's what you get when you watch it. I haven't seen all of GT. I'll figure out a way to watch it sometime, then maybe we could talk about it, if you're still around.

>>34057916
YOUR*
Look, I didn't correct you went you said bifurcate because I want people to think I know words like that, but if YOU'RE going to make mistakes like this pick another letter, bub.

>>34057708
i cant promise you when i will contact you again, if i even will. i want to be sure with myself that i wont hurt you again. i probably hurt you. but you're the sweetest person that ive ever met so i dont think you even wanted me to see your wounds. that's how i'm taking it.

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when*
Sorry, I was emotional.

>>34057923
I think idea for GT was "What if we went back to the Dragonball format but with higher power levels"

>>34057923
Yeah, no pressure.

>>34057951
I haven't watched the entire original Dragon Ball either. Daima is like the canon GT, I still haven't seen that either.

>>34057963
They're kind of cheesey but when they're good it feels a lot more grounded and creative. The villains often have weird gimmicks rather than just being more powerful than the last villains. Sometimes the villains are even weaker than average but more dangerous if they can use their power right. Dragonball was also originally just a parody of Journey to the West.

>>34057937
Quit pretending to be me.

>>34057988
Learn to be you right THEN, us.

>>34057983
>Dragonball was also originally just a parody of Journey to the West.
Toriyama likes comedy and parody a lot.
>They're kind of cheesey but when they're good it feels a lot more grounded and creative. The villains often have weird gimmicks rather than just being more powerful than the last villains
I've seen some of it, I wasn't paying much attention to it, I think. I didn't catch that, or didn't get to catch it. Do you often analyze what you watch on such a level? I was a kid when I watched it, but I don't think I can point out things like that because I just turn my brain off.

>>34058021
I was a young kid too, but I seem to remember my childhood better than most people. I do normally analyze anything I consume. I didn't think this was particularly analytical and said it casually though. Thanks for making me feel clever, but to be honest, it mostly me feel like an alien.

>>34058052
If you were an Alien, you'd a be a strong/smart alien that Goku would want to fight, be proud, dummy. I'm gonna go though. See you around.
Also, not to garner you more hate, but to avoid things like that, you should get a tripcode.

>>34058058
Eh, it's alright. I think I like imposter me anyway. One day, maybe everyone on 4chan will be known as the hacker "s". Just kidding, I'm the imposter. Or am I? See ya, non.

They'd say, Oh, man, Buck, look at you. You don't have any kids, you don't have any wife. You don't have a desk, you don't have an office. You don't have a boss to worry about. They were right. I had it made. Only thing now is nobody says that anymore.

>want loser, shut-in gf.
>Is a loser shut-in.
I want off this ride.

>>34058180
whats wrong with that?

>>34058262
I never leave my house, they never leave their house.

How am I gonna meet a shut-in who barely socializes if I barely go out and socialize as well?

Sigh. I wish I could force myself to be with her, but I know all too well that it would never work. I can't stand listening to her talk about work as she explains a thousand things I don't understand. I hate when she cuts me off as I'm trying to finish a point. I hate that she makes me the center of her emotional life which causes me constant anxiety because I know that one wrong move will ruin her mood and make her rush in to "fix" an issue that really just masks her need for assurance and validation.

Holy shit. It felt pretty good to actually type that out.

>>34058285
online? ive done it before with someone. you never know. i met them on here too. even went to their place

>>34058316
On here? Because more than likely they're a lot of used, washed-up, MtF shipwrecks.
I'd be a monkey's uncle if there were a femcel that is biologically female and ended up here, I've held myself to standards that I would prefer to have upheld for me as well

>>34058180
real

>>34058369
im biologically female, but i refuse to lose my virginity because there is no longer a doubt in my mind that moids are vessels of evil.

also, even when i thought moids were equal, i'd probably consider it too dangerous to date someone i met online.

gn anons

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Guys, loving women is hard. See we can forgive women for being sleazy perverts, but us guys it is an absolute nightmare. I don't know how to get women to just see us as decent men? Like literally, when in the Hell are they gonna like us for us? I mean shit, we accept your baggage, why not do the same for us... Shit, damn perfectionists.

>>34058530
You're either lying about being a virgin or being biologically female.

>>34058539
>be any moid
>be motivated by nothing but hunger, hatred and horniness
>want nothing more than to rape a child
>when in the Hell are they gonna like us for us?

>>34058548
>be any moid
>have no self-control
>project instead of acknowledging the existence of volcels

>>34058552
Why do you hate men so much?

>>34058550
I also like anthropomorphizing systems, practicing skills based on muscle memory, and many more.

>>34058555

well, i explained it concisely here >>34058550

>>34058559
That gn was for me, right?

>>34058573
You were included. I'm not 100% sure what specific (You) you are but you were.

>>34058582
I'm the one you were speaking with about DB.

>>34058586
I thought so.

>>34058596
Goodnight, s. Have a good sleep when you get to it.

>>34058562
Cool just let me know when you actually want to kill me because all men are evil and apparently I'm evil, because I just exist and want to be friends with people.

>>34058608
I'm trying. I must get up early. I'm going to put on monologues of Charlie Munger opinions and put my phone down.

>>34058622
>I'm trying
I know, it's okay, you can try breathing exercises.
>I'm going to put on monologues of Charlie Munger opinions and put my phone down
Alright, talk soon, yeah?

>>34058629
Yeah. I'm here like multiple days a week.

>>34058652
I'm around a lot as well. Ni.

>>34056913
>she started treating me like a sex pest, said that I reminded her of someone who groomed her when she was little

I was reading through your post and I was genuinely curious, what is the context of this? what did you do that made her feel/think this way?

>>34058562
Condolences, but anyone can be anything.
Yeah men are built for the capacity for war, but the traits you listed are not solely based on gender. little boys get raped by horny female teachers all the time, even worse when people just shrug at it, women can be greedy, treat you like an ATM, be horny, hateful. It goes both ways.

>>34058661
gn again too

>>34058669
you sound like me a year ago. maybe you'' learn.
>little boys get raped by horny female teachers all the time
moids constantly claim to be "simple creatures who only want food and sex". if this is true, how can you be "raped"?
moids are not people. moids brag about being a hivemind.

>>34058713
Are you telling me that a little boy which comes out the pussy, immediately begins thinking about sex and food?
The way you describe men is some hyperbolic Goblin Slayer shit lmao

>>34058736
i guess. moids aren't women, you are almost completely different. i just have to accept that moids are absurd.

i think i have a slight feederism fetish and i really dont like that

I kind of like you actually

>>34058774
I'll bite, I'd say that given the fact that men and women are both humans, they are similar at birth, then grow apart as they develop.

I find it a bitch move of you to imply that we're all serial rapists at birth though. Most guys don't start thinking about girls sexually until age 11.

I'm gonna correct you one day you little brat

>>34058796
>they are similar at birth
seems like an odd thing to say. i mean, if you literally mean at birth, i guess?

>Most guys don't start thinking about girls sexually until age 11.
even if youre not born like that, im quite sure its younger than that. theres no point in lying about this, we all got horny when we were older kids and theres nothing wrong with that.

>I'm gonna correct you one day you little brat
you are scared of talking to women

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>>34058817
Hate to break it to you homie but it's not normal.

Turns out my mom told my dad 8 years ago that she was leaving him when all us kids were done with school.

He told me he sticks around just for us, and he knows we've stuck around for him too, but I just can't believe my mother is so cold, and that he's kept that to himself for all this time.
I really hate it and resent her. We all would have left years ago if we had known she had 0% intention of working things out. As it is, she's so mentally ill that she'll spend the rest of her life miserable and blaming us, no matter how fairly we continue to treat her and how much it costs us personally to stay in contact.

But it bothers me that she's been abusing us, especially my dad, for all this time. It bothers me that she's fine working him to death while she lives like a princess while resenting that she's 'stuck' with him. It bothers me that as time goes on, it becomes more clear that she's a sociopath who's manipulated us all. And it bothers me that while she lavishes us with insincere praise and affection when she needs something from us, she can't wait to slander us to our family and friends.

>>34058530
>biologically female
>refuse to lose my virginity

same here. 22 and not a single moid i've met in my life has shown me they're capable of loving, so I refuse any sexual interaction that has come my way.

>>34058843
Anyways my point is that men are innocent at birth. So are fucking stupid ass foids. Anybody can be fucked up given the circumstances. And yes I'm gonna get through to bitches like you.

You know what if the people of my generation are gonna focus so much on how brainwashed they are about autistic people that it distracts me, that is their problem. I'm done. I've tried to save it enough as it is. I'll essentially be treating our interaction as a throwaway.

Why the fuck would you bring the baby in here? Just means we both get woken up.

Then you say you'll take him but obviously you've left him in the lounge while you're in another room so he's screaming and I can't get to sleep now.

Fick me, you are retarded sometimes.

broke my favourite fucking glass
broke my favourite fucking mug
because i'm a pathetic fucking spastic fucking shakey handed fucking drunk in fucking denial
because that piece of shit fucking fuck had to rape a little kid before he had a chance to learn how to be a fucking person

The you I know , knows what I would say, do. I'll follow through with that when our time comes.

I wish I could just stop thinking and start acting on my impulses

ty

>>34058288
why would you want to force yourself to be with someone it sounds like you clearly dislike

giving up hope you'll answer me or my friend request, just hoping now you didn't kill yourself. I will remain hopeful you'll show up in a soc thread one day so I can readd you.

The drug thing is so obvious and fucking stupid. You took something that people need for survival and made it incredibly fucking difficult to get. The supply is extremely low and the demand is outrageous. People need it, like they need water and food and you made it impossible to fucking get. Fucking why? Why did you do that stupid fucking shit?

People are going to do horrible things to get them because they want to live. They are doing it for survival, simple as that. They are fighting to fucking live. And you are spending $100 billion a year to make their lives even more miserable. You are spending money to ruin people's lives. You are not only fucking retarded but you are just evil. Doing what you're doing is fucking evil.

>>34059516
It's fucking the lengths people will go through to make sure you don't get any drugs. Like, they would torture an innocent little girl to prove their point. They will cause her to bleed out of her ass in excruciating pain, just to be "I told you so". None of those effects were real. They were clearly not fucking real but they made me go through them anyways because "drugs are bad, mmk".

Why? Why does someone care if they take some MDMA or smoke some weed. You will lock someone up for LIFE because they sold a pound of weed. The most ridiculous fucking shit I have ever fucking heard.

No one overdoses on purpose. Fucking no one. It's either because they just wanted to die or the drugs they did finally get a hold of were tainted. If you made hydrocodone easy to get, no one would shoot up heroin. Absolutely fucking no one. If you made adderall easy to get, no one would snort meth. No one would do cocaine or fent or any of that stupid shit.

People wouldn't have to sell their bodies anymore. People wouldn't have to rob their neighbors anymore. People wouldn't have to kill to maintain control of their turf. Fathers wouldn't be in prison for the dumbest fucking shit. It's the most obvious fucking solution to "the war on drugs". You have to be the dumbest mother fucker to think your current strategy is working or helping in any fucking way.

Whoever did that shit to me at the DEA is going to spend the rest of their life in prison. They aren't just getting fired or demoted. FUCKING PRISON for attempted murder, poisoning, assault with a deadly weapon, conspiracy, treason, all of it.

>>34059531
So how do you do it? You make all drugs decriminalized. You don't make them commercially available, you don't let people advertise or market them in any way. You make the really shitty drugs still illegal in every way. Heroin, PCP, Crack, Cocaine, Meth, Fent, Spice, all of those. You make the ones that people actually need legal, the ones that people will take most commonly. No one is going to take meth or cocaine when they can get adderall. It's the same effects but they last for hours rather than minutes.

You open shops around the country. Thousands of them. You stockpile 20x more than you think the demand will be. They are just fucking pills, you could stockpile 100x more than you think and it would cost you like $5 more. Only licensed businesses sell them. People have to be registered into the system so they can't buy up the entire store. Scalping and selling these drugs on the streets will still be illegal, so you have to limit how much an individual can buy.

You offer free detox clinics and education. These drugs are still dangerous in their own way if you take too many of them. People need to realize that 3 pills a day is enough. If they are taking more than that then they just have a real problem. They need to realize these pills are for people that desperately need them. Because of shitty lives, depression, or other physical problems. Drug education is where you spend money and it's going to cost a hell of a lot less than the war on drugs.

For the people in prison, it's easy. If it's a non violent offense, you get out of prison immediately. If it's a violent offense, you're fucked. You prepare the courts and tell people to wait their turn. Do it alphabetically.

Laws? Same as alcohol. No drugs while working machinery, driving, working, whatever. No one is drunk at work. No one is driving while drunk. if you suspect someone is high on drugs while driving then you drug test them.

People NEED drugs. People's lives suck and drugs help.

>>34059551
Instead of losing money you are going to make money. From taxes, business, all of that. Crime is going to be fucking HALVED. All that money people spent on expensive fucking drugs is going back into the economy. You won't be wasting money on stupid court shit, jail shit, or prisons. The borders will be safer, you will have to spend less to make them secure. Like, more than a trillion a year will be earned.

Know what you can spend that $100 billion on now? Human trafficking. All those missing little girls that are being fucking raped right as you fucking read this. Rather than capturing some nigger in the hood with some fucking weed you could be stopping some billionaire from forcing themselves on a teenager.

But you won't do that? Why? Because you are fucking retarded and you're probably one of the people raping those little girls.

I know these faggots poisoned and drugged me to make the withdrawals look fucking horrific. Withdrawals from 30mg of morphine a day... shouldn't have come fucking close to that shit. Not even fucking close. Then the stool hardeners they gave me to make it look like I was taking a gram a day instead. They would SHOCK ME AWAKE when I was about to fall asleep. Like my face was being slammed into a wall.

It was all clearly fucking fake. They were just making me suffer as much as fucking possible. Their real reason is because they wanted me to kill myself. They were trying to make me so fucking miserable that I would kill myself. It's obvious as fuck but they would tell everyone they were trying to "teach me a lesson". There is no way in fucking hell people believed them. That shit had to be the beginning of the end for most people. They were calling their friends and telling them to place bets because I was about to run out of drugs. "We have something special planned for this little faggot".

And the good guys sat there and did fucking nothing. Worse, they got up and just quit. They walked away, which insured that I was going to suffer even fucking more.

I have been through so many fucking horrors and still they do nothing.

DEI is so fucking retarded and I don't even know where to begin. There is just so much. It's the most racist shit you could possibly imagine and it's making everyone dumber in the process.

If you are hiring people based on race, it's racist. Simple as that. But it's even worse than that, now isn't it? If you hire someone on a basis of race "This person is black" that means you AREN'T hiring people because they are white. It also means you are hiring more unqualified people. You'll say "Just because they are black doesn't mean they are unqualified" which is true, it doesn't. You are just not looking at the qualifications during the process, now aren't you? You are looking at race.

Say that you ARE looking at qualifications and race at the same time. if you had 50 positions to hire for and 200 people applied... statistically there are going to be fewer black applicants because there are just fewer black people. Not everyone that applies is of equal qualifications. 25 of the applicants are black, so you are hiring every single one of them no matter what. No matter their qualifications they are getting the job. Now you have a bunch of white people that have to compete for the remaining 25 jobs. 175 white people for 25 jobs.

Only the BEST of the whites are getting the job. So you are going to have whites that ARE qualified and a bunch of blacks that aren't. So why should the blacks have a job if they aren't even qualified for it? What if there are even more whites that didn't get the job but are qualified? That means an unqualified black person is taking the job of a qualified white person.

Black people are in positions that they never earned, that they aren't qualified for because of DEI. People are now fucking dumber. It's not about how hard you work, your schooling, or talent, it's about your race.

>>34059655
Being black gives you a guaranteed job no matter fucking what while a white person has to work even harder than before to get a job. This is going to make white people smarter in the long run while black people don't have to compete for anything. They are going to get dumber because they don't have to try anymore.

DEI is the dumbest shit. This is exactly what has been happening. Black people are hurting themselves by thinking this is a good thing. They are removing natural selection from their lives. People are just going to get dumber and dumber and dumber because being smart and hard working no longer has any rewards. Being dumb as fuck doesn't have any negatives.

>>34059669
>>34059655
It's just so fucking obvious. I have no fucking idea how anyone can defend it. Again, you are hiring based off race. That alone is racist. Then you have all the other shit that I have to FOR SOME FUCKING REASON explain when it should be self evident.

It's like the statement "Black people can't be racist." It's the dumbest fucking shit I have ever fucking heard. It's like a dumb statement that wraps around it's own stupidity. And people will sit there and argue about it for hours. What the fuck are they arguing about? How is this an argument? What the fuck happened to people?

I want to vent... So I can have a good end of the year

Dear god, I'm tired, at work people fight over me to be in their department because I'm "good", I just hate my job and want to be done already, and they keep moving me every week, I cannot fucking do the work of multiple people stop asking me for fucks sake
Then at home, I help my parents with stuff, but they are so desperate like me to finish the job I help them straight up when I come back after work, I even have like 5 minutes to sit down and I feel so spent... But I get it my Mom is always working and also does not sit down and I'm an awful human being for thinking bad stuff about her

I just... Need some Vacations...

I have blown off.

The only REAL privilege in this world is money. That's it. You can be a retarded white person but have an up on everyone else because you were born rich. You can be a retarded black guy and be born rich. You can be born with cancer but rich.

Money is everything.

>>34057205
You'll be ok Anon, look after yourself.

>>34059737
Like will smith KNEW that growing up with money will make you a shit fucking person. He SAID he wanted his children to earn their fame.

But they didn't. He raised them with money. He made sure they had acting and singing careers. He knew it was going to ruin them for A LONG TIME but he did it anyways.

Macaulay Culkin was fucked up for the longest time. Because of money and what it did to people. He seems like he's doing amazing now though. He had to go through hell but he was set up right after.

Money is the fucking worst. Not having any is the worst and having too much is the worst. Money is fucking everything.

>>34059747
All those examples are fucked up because they were raped as kids. Thats what that industry is for.

Cum cum cup>cum ex>s
>djsj
Cex

>>34059185
She's an amazing person otherwise and I love her deeply. I guess I'm just afraid of being alone.

>>34058843
by "older children" i meant puberty. like, ten years old.
and girls can be horny without acting on it.

>>34058857
someone gets me!

>>34059185
moids only feel horniness and anger, and theyre intertwined.
the more you arouse a moid, the more he hates you.

>>34060171
I know love. Her love means everything to me.

>>34060173
Belle Delphine doesn't count.

>>34060185
I don't do any of that simp shit.

I think OF in itself is disgusting for a girl to do.

>gf finally tells me why her ugly manlet dad and her hot tall athlete mom got a divorce
>he was a faggot who was taking dick on the side and got caught

thinking about him constantly like an obsessed weirdo bitch but he's probably already talking to a Stacey and forgotten about me

>>34060285
that's not very cash money

Go with your gut
Not your dick, not your heart, not your emotions
All those will do is lead you to believe things will work when they won't

I trust in her.

Absolutely fucking trollied I am going 'round the twist.

The trippy thing is that I'm not sure that things would have gone any differently in the physical afterlife as opposed to the metaphysical

Like God intended, huh?

Watch how little people care about atheism

>>34060286
I know, I'm such a loser dude

Hard to plan anything long-term when the future looks pretty bleak, I'm just wasting time

Oh I get it because it wasn't that obvious in 2015, 2017, 2021, and 2022. That's why you laugh! Because you know I'll keep on falling for it until I finally pull another Reagan! Even more half-assed than Dangerfield's!

y Indeed

Amazing how ominously silent the professionals have been these past few twelve years or so. "Gasp!" the wannabes exclaim as if it's the first time that I tell them what they tell me is a good point about how technically the professionals would have told me that the order that expired a few days ago and was supposedly protecting

Oh right

It's a double-edged sword which is why you laugh harder now than you did three years ago

With the rate of everybody becoming sick, I should plan around getting sick myself.

Curious as to why you never taught my mother how to control her flatulence problem

Listen.

The little fella is trying to sound like Rebecca Ferguson instead of simply using her face or Willa Holland's or Scarlett Johansson's like I requested over three years ago

As if I couldn't just as easily see their faces by conventional means to make myself feel better (it doesn't)

Those nightmares were

Yeah

That's pretty much Hell in a nutshell

Well gee how much more unboring could it get? Teenage me had this in mind

>>34058665
We were having sex, she wasn't enjoying it, she stopped me slowly and nervously she spirted it out, and it freaked me out, I instantly stopped what I was doing, I left the room and to be honest I called a friend as it made me feel like a monster and it made me freak out, needing to get reassurances from elsewhere that I wasn't this disgusting creature.
The idea of causing her harm felt grievous, it made me feel like I raped her, made me just feel disgusting, even recounting it makes my stomach feel sick.
The sex pest part was after she got ill (and recovered), my theory is that she recalled a lot of things she did when she was young and was ashamed of them and wanted to distance herself to them and by extension, the person who was currently with her, "making her" have sex with me.
She initially said she wanted to slow down the sex which turned into a shut down of it, made pseudo-contractual, felt like she was tearing it away from me, as it felt less like a slow down than a total rejection, "I'd rather you look at porn than me" a revulsion to me as I said, it became regimented, it became something that she told me she was afraid of me and it was just wound after wound to the heart.
I wanted and I guess still want to marry her, I wanted to love her, I would have died for her and still she saw me as this thing I didn't want to be, it's awful to be honest.

The twisted thing is, of all the things she called me, "too loyal" to her is the one that sticks out. I think she knew I loved her unconditionally, but she made her mind up and was willing to say anything to get rid of me.
>>34057041
I don't know what it is, but because I'm staring at my own mortality, my own lack of future, hearing she's been in a relationship for two years, she's doing well, I just feel sick knowing I wasn't enough. That my life could have turned out very differently if those plans turned out right, however fanciful they were.
I want my heart to heal, but all I feel are the scars.

>>34060623
For the record "making her" isn't a quote from her like the rest of the quotes actually are, it's just it's the best guess I have recalling the situation.

Incredible how it managed to recognize how I write after I returned from Riverside over six years ago

I was almost starting to feel nostalgic for a time in 2017 in which I didn't yet believe in Solipsism

>>34060623
>>34060629
As a double addendum, I was thinking to myself and feeling a bitter irony.
I was thinking
>What more can one give when you give someone your unconditional love
Realising that I had a girl like that, but all her love, all her care felt fake to me, she attacked me two weeks into us dating, she went home and cut herself in the aftermath of it.
I, gave her a second chance after she gave me her word that these things would never happen again and she kept them, yet, in spite of all of that for all the love, for all the care she gave me afterwards, that's all I saw in her afterwards. Harm.

I wonder if my Ex-Fiance saw the same in me somewhere.
How depressing the thought is.

See, I learned many years ago that Earth and its life still has a good few million years to go--and so might humans--at least.

Now civilization, however, that's a different story. Because it doesn't seem like you're quite as satisfied with colonizing Mars as I was.

>>34060623
thankyou for the reply but you didn't answer my question, what specifically did you do to make her think that? I'm not trying to be a dick, I just want to know.

Admittedly

COVID, AIDS, and the bubonic plague killed more humans than humans did (or did they?)

But I wonder why anybody had to die at all!

>>34060679
Sorry, the context to be compared to her groomer was explained.
The sex pest part... I use the term because I literally had to pester her for sex after a point because the bedroom was completely dead, I kept trying to revive the loving feeling to little avail, kept trying to spice things up, make it exciting again, pull her back in when I could, but it never really felt like it was before.
There were a few moments where she mentioned x or y had "saved the relationship" but that's a different point altogether
I also kept asking why the sex was slowing down/stopping, because to me the sex wasn't everything per se, but I saw it as foundational something we bonded with and over especially as before her sex for me had been traumatic, and I'm guessing for her it suddenly became so again.
It felt like my want for her was weaponised against me, hearing her say that I "only used her for sex" was probably the most painful because I can think of all the things we bonded over, the casual banter, the love we had in each others eyes and to hear it be reduced to that, to be pushed and pushed...
I'm repeating myself too much sorry Anon.

i miss you bestie. please come back :(

I can't help but recall almost daily now what he told me, what, about 17 years ago? About how if it were up to him; he'd offer them everything knowing full well what they tell me now

Was that you that had him dream the 2012 dream?

Funny that you brought him up at all in 2019

Would it make a difference if it turned out that he never left?

>>34060244
moids always have gay sex when no woman is around.

>>34060623
thats not rape. also quit capping, moids cant feel love

She's my truth as I am hers.

Anything and everything in between will be cast away as we come home to each other.

The moon only has eyes for the sun.

I have faith in my moon
I have faith in my Maria

They laugh again as I notice how oddly reminiscent the name is. Reminds me of a certain German. Or was he Armenian? Russian?

I fell for it again!

I wonder why you waited now instead of 2007 to well

I guess you'd be out of work today because of COVID, BLM, Trump, etc. doing all of your work for you

You smile again

You knew I would say that

>We are stupid! And so are you!
I see. Why are we having this conversation again?
>Exactly! Enjoy Hell!

I forgot what else I wanted to say

Boomers clap, fart, start, yawn, hoot, whistle, holler, cheer, jeer, shit, piss, vomit, and bleed after I make my point for the umpteenth time.

Something about bandaids comes to mind.

I guess that's where the Medieval nightmares come in

Tired of this bored bitch leeching off my energy

>>34060776
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>Suck my dick

Apparently all those superhardcore fundamentalist Evangelical Christians committed suicide before Y2K or the last few dozen times that people thought the world would end based off of what their local Christs told them

So uh those people in that nice big church near Alvarado are like VHS-tier Satanists or something. Not like those guys with the harems that got killed by the feds, though.

How did I get so paranoid anyway?

What this implies is that Dr. Manhattan actually does exist and has existed since long before most users on this web site were even born. A few decades at least.

Not only that, but he's basically Roscharch, Ozy, and the Comedian all rolled into one

I'm so excited for next year, and I'm so excited to meet you

Such a pretty face

The kind that I would have forgotten about 3 years ago but is still more likely at giving me an aneurism, stroke, or hemmorage or whatever

What a mood-ruiner that would be, huh?

Are you sure that the vertigo was just as bad back when only 2 years had elapsed and I first met Ferguson? You tell me now that it's a bad example but I say that it ultimately has the same effect had I gone with Khalifa instead

Oops

D'oh d'oh d'oh

Mea culpa so on and so forth

So get this get this

The Devil blames me for not participanting with my fellow man in making positively beneficial contributions to society, humanity, and the world at large

Even after agreeing with me that God rigged the game from the start

THE FUCKING DEVIL

Only a cool

Oh crap

That's right

I did.

I fell for it again

Using Pine Sol and Clorox was so hard for me to use in mopping floors and misc. that it took me until my 2018 building & groundskeeping classes to learn that I brutally murdered my entire family in a chemical explosion c. 2008